I'm getting impatient and getting easily irritated by him recently. I guess there's really a limited amount of love one can give. Like the natural resources the Earth has. It'll get depleted. When resources gets exploited, it just gets depleted. I tired of doing things for him. Since I can no longer doing stuff for him willingly and happily, I shall stop doing them. I shall just mind my own business and be happy. Why should I care whether he has clean clothes or ironed shirts to wear for work? I'm not his maid. Getting him to help is like having to move the mountain. I admit I'm lazy but he is much much much worse!! I seriously praying very hard that my son will not grow up to be like him.
My fren once told me not to post my unhappiness abt him on FB. Cos guys all want 'face'. They and their ego. I'm not tarnishing his image, I'm merely telling the truth. If he cares abt his 'face' den don't give me the opportunity to post such stuff on my wall for the world to see and know.
Reading my cousin's blog entry abt her DB whom she can't have feelings for. It made my eyes watery. Guys will only behave in that manner when they are courting you. Everything changes when they are with you. They just no longer pays attention to you.
"You don't like to eat this right?" Nah, actually I love it!!
Bring a cardigan for you? Nah, he brought it for himself.
Feeling cold in the cinema. You go find ways to warm urself.
Left you on your own while he mingles with his frens.
You can be honest and open with him but is he listening?
