Mc贼

Looks like whining in my blog helps? Irritating Bb bought me Mc贼 last night :P 可怜的贼van has to be put up for auction. Still wanna thank Bro Bear for getting 贼van for me. I really really appreciate it :) If not for your statement saying why wanna keep 2 of the same kind I would have kept 贼van too :P Thanks again, Bro Bear!!

Irritating Bb said he had wanted to collect all 4 designs before giving them to me. But he saw my 'fierce' post yesterday he had no choice but to give me Mc贼 first. I said he's just finding excuses!! If he really wanted to get for me why wait till last minute den go and buy? (Yesterday was the last day for Hamburglar Kitty and he only bought it yesterday!!) He always likes to do such last min shit. Where got ppl propose 2 days before ROM? My irritating Bb lor!! He has to make me flare up den he'll do something abt it. Den he'll say I'm impatient and getting angry over small matter. WTH!

On our first year anniversary, he din make any plans. I quarreled with him den he ordered white lilies on the day itself and delivered it to my house and brought me out for dinner. He was lucky. Usually white lilies need to be pre-ordered.

He says I'm too impatient right? So I din say anything for Vday. I just kept quiet. As I expected, nothing happened. No dinner, no present, no flowers. Not even words of happy valentine's day from him! So when I don't make a fuss, I don't get anything. So was it really true like what he claimed that he had everything all planned out and I was too impatient to wait for his 'plans' to happen?? You be the judge.

The above are just some examples of him doing last min shit and trying to find excuses for the things he  failed to do. I'm really tired of having to make a fuss before he'll do something. I'm psychoing and making myself numb from him being like this. Deep down I know I still love him that's why I'll get upset over such stuff. One day when I'm totally numbed from all these will be the time when all love is gone. Only when love does not exist will one not care about what the other party did or did not do. That will be the time I'm the one doing the 'conveniently ignoring' stunt.