New Image. Refreshing!

Finally changed a new blog skin... well, it's from the templates but I love it :) Gives me the Summer Feel! Simple and nice. Partly is bcos I'm lazy too lah. But I still wanna change my blog skin. Tired of the old one already... Anyway I oso eat too full. So decided to do something abt my blog.

Despite the negative comments on how I yearn for attention and always wanting to be in the spotlight, I still wan to continue blogging and post on my FB. I do agree with my fren, everyone enjoys being in the limelight. But I'm doing not it like deliberately. Inviting ppl to come view my FB profile or read my blog!! Anyway, I might hav to purposely seek attention when I start my new job. Cos I NEED lots n lots of ppl to know me and what I'm doing!!! I'm a soon to be property agent btw, if u r sooooo slow n hav yet to realise. Ha!

Anyway, satisfied with my new artwork, I'm gng to take a shower n meet Mr Zhou.

I'm still pissed with tat someone who made that comment abt me today. ROAAARRR!!!

If you dun like it, den stay off!!

Some ppl are so weird, they dun like what u post on ur FB, they dun like wat u wrote on ur blog but they still wan to go n read them n view ur FB wall. What's wrong with these ppl? I seriously think that they are seriously ill mentally. If u dun like something y keep on doing it n make urself irritated by it? Seriously, who in the right mind wld want to do that?

I've said a 1000x why I maintain a blog. It's to keep my dearies update of what's happening in my life cos we dun meet up often and also an avenue to vent my frustrations, anger, etc. It works like a therapy for me. I wld cool down n feel better after blogging. Is that a sin? Some ppl juz have to accuse me of yearning to be in the spotlight and attention seeking. WTF! This just goes to show how well u know me. Ppl ard, me and of cos my readers, know very well that writing down what makes me upset helps me to find back my internal balance. I dun wan my blog to be juz be filled with unhappy, angry events, so I hav some happy moments to share with my readers. Knowing that I do have happy times as well. I'm not juz a whiny, grumpy lady who complains and curses all the time!

It's not that I cannot take negative comments. I hate it when ppl say things abt me that's not true! I'll feel damn pissed off with it. If what I post really irks u so much, den please f**k off lah!! Nobody force u to read!! NB!!

Frustration!

F**k those phonecalls! F**k those cases!! F**k the super laggy laptop!!! I really feel like strangling the customers, tear/shred/burn those case files & smash the lousy laptop!!!!

Early in the morning by 9am I already received 3 phonecalls!! All call n LPKB!! TMD!! I dun owe u k? KNN!!! It's u stupid join what lousy company that cant even afford to pay for your CPF or eat your CPF. It's not my fault!!!

After diligent clearance for the past dunno how many days/weeks, I'm still at Jan 11 cases. Mar is coming to an end lo!!!

Wanna faster do my work, the laptop juz dun cooperate with the dinosaur system. It auto close the window EVERYTIME I try to print. I have to login like 6-7 times into the system juz to print ONE stupid page!!! NB!!!

This Friday marks my 6th yr anniversary in CPF Board. Then on Monday, I'm throwing my resignation letter and fry my boss cuttlefish! Adious su*kers!!!

Picture Me

Went to have my photo taken for my namecard. Cost me $47 :( It consist of 8 passport size photo and 1 4R photo. Duh. Damn good money that they earn!! KNS!! They took like 10+ photos and I only choose one. Lucky only choose one!! Cos most of them CMI de... Ok, it's me who CMI... Well, the was the best shot.

I juz find the ribbon so corny.... =.= juz look so obiang n old sch lo... ERA dunno how long nv change their 'uniform' liao.... Lucky I no need to wear it EVERYDAY!

Cinnamon Roll

I bought this pillow for my Bb when I was at JB. Cos it's so cute!!! And my Bb loves having lots of pillows on his bed. He says it's more comfy. All his pillows n bolster got name de lo! Another purpose is that I get to hug it when I sleepover at his place :) But lately, or shld I say for the past 1 mth+, cinnamon has been a PR in my hse. Hahaha... Since CNY... Bb let me brg it with me to msia to keep me company, cos he not ard mah. Last night I asked him whether he wants me to brg it over for him when I go pick him up for Sally's grad concert. He asked, "Like that u at night can slp ma?" I tink for a sec n replied,"I hugged it to sleep every night de lo..."

"Like that u better keep it with u ba." he said. Haha... so now cinnamon is offically a PR on my bed :P

I was bo liao this morning la. So I took a pic with it. Wanna send to Bb but he in camp, no iPhone for him. So I used it as my blog entry instead. keke...

TGIF

It's Friday!! Who has the mood to work?? Maybe it's juz me. Hahaha... ORD mood now. Taking this bold step n moving out of my comfort zone. It's now or never. After my long hospitalization leave last year for 2.5 mths, I did a lot of thinking (and of cos sleeping too...) on what I wan to do and achieve in life. Staying on in my current job is leading me nowhere close to my goals. It's oso not the kind of life I wanna have. Waking up at 6.20am every morning, squeeze with the morning crowd and go to work. Handle those irritating customers and face that idiotic Big Boss who rejected my promotion TWICE! I have had enough of all these after being here for 6 long years. I always know I'm not cut to work a 9-5 job. That's why I ended up on my first shitty job cos it's a shift job. Den I came here. Tahan for 6 years, I've reached my limit. Moving on to property line will achieve my desired working hours. haha.. Call me lazy but I prefer to manage my own time than be restricted. What's more, I'm not getting appreciated for the work done. In addition, still have these 38 ppl ard backstabbing me by telling big boss abt stuff of my personal life. What I do in my personal life DOES NOT affect my work. So why was it being taken into consideration for my promotion?

Before I even start my property agent job, I've spent a few thousands on it le. Going for the courses, exam fees, registration, etc. Yest I even bought my MacBook Pro. Lucky I managed to get some discount and reimbursement... And my 'irritating' bro hands+legs very fast lo. By the time I got home, my desktop was already in his room!! Hahaha... But it's ok nah, I love this 'irritating' bro of mine :)

万事起头难. I juz hav to cross this hurdle and push myself to the limit. I need all my readers help too :) Not juz you guys wanna buy/sell house, can refer your relatives/frens to me too!! ALSO, not juz residential properties, included commercial as well!! FYI, commercial properties are the up coming horse in property industry. If you have the funds, invest in commercial. Residential properties are facing too much 'cooling measures' restrictions imposed by the govt.

I have a loving bf. We may have little dispute from time to time, well, which couple doesn't? Some ppl enjoying seeing me kanna dump and find amusement in reading my emo posts. These ppl are sick. Or they cant stand me being happy n blissful? Time will tell whether we can hold this relationship tgt anot. Of cos I face pressure from my frens whom many are married n with kids!! And from my mum as well. Keep nagging me that he's not the one for me, cnt take care of me, he's not gd enuff for me, I can find someone better, etc... There was even once she say until she broke down n cry. I know she meant well. But who is to judge who is better? All I need is a man who knows how to love n pamper me right. I have my own career, I can support myself. A companion is the main focus. No point finding someone who can provide me with everything which money can buy but we cnt connect emotionally n mentally. What kind of relationship are we having den? Of cos, I dun wan a 小白脸 la. Siao ah. I earn money so difficult n still need to provide for him? I already have a money sucker in my life. I dun need another.

Things are getting too heavy for a Friday morning here. Stop thinking n worrying over nothing. Haha. I'm having my pri sch gathering tonight!! Oh gosh!! It's been 17 years... This is scary... hahaha....