Sticky Chewy Chocolate!

Yes, I admit. I'm needy and wanna stick to my bf ALL the time. Hahaha... I wasn't like this in the past. I used to be independent and wld get sick of it if my bf wanna meet me more than 3 times a week! hahaha. I will cannot stand it and find him irritating. Now I'm the Sticky Chewy Chocolate. Irony. The more you hate/dislike something, the more you would be ended up with it.

The last 2 weekends we juz spent it nuahing at home, play Xbox Kinect n have home cooked food. Love the time spent tgt. But a small, tiny part of me is still having the insecure feeling. I know he loves me more than I love him. I know he wants to stay and will be. BUT I juz feel scared. The more I have grown to love him, the fear gets stronger. I guess is the fear of losing. Cos the more u love someone, the more u dun wanna lose tat someone.

Last Fri, BB went out with his frens after work. I went for my class. I asked if I cld go find him after my class, but the ans wasn't positive. He said he also need time to be out with his frens. I was a little hurt at first. Cos he was out with them on Thu. Den Fri still exclude me again. It's Fri leh. But I still let him go. I know we both need our personally space. So I went to meet my frens. He came to find me after that :)

In a relationship is like tat. Need to give n take. If I insisted that he meet me on Fri den we wld end up with an argument, he not happy, I not happy, his frens oso not happy. Certain things we can compromise and hav a better outcome.