I'm so glad

Something juz strike me. I'm so glad that Mr Ex is totally out of my life. Somehow, I felt so disgusted by the thut tat I even know such a person n we even with this kind of person. It makes me sick. Personally, I hate liars n pretenders. He is both. How can I be so blinded by his false outlook and be hypnotized by his sweet nothings. It's really so silly of me n yet got so upset n cui over the breakup. He's definitely not worth it. He's someone I wished I have had never met or known. Thinking back, he did not love me for who I am n what I am. He juz wan to mould me to what I am not. To suit himself n want me to accommodate. I become no longer myself. Losing myself in the r/s. This is worse thing to happen to anyone. I only realized this fact now. Later, he realized he could not change me to what he wants me to be, so he left. I so glad he did. So I can find back myself n found my gem in the rubbish dump. That's my sweet Oskie.

Bb Oskie can be a bit blocked head at times but he's real. Not pretending to be nice. He is just being himself. He loves me for who I am and what I am. I am so much happier now. I'm immersing in my simple blissfulness. All thanks to my darling Bb. Muackz!