Monday, November 15, 2010

Some random thoughts....


It's all cobwebs and dust at my blog. Haha... Thanks to my lazy virus, I haven got the motivation to start writing anything. Everyday juz eat n slp at home. Heehee.. It's gonna be piggy days for the next one month as my MC is extended till 14 Dec :P

Wanna blog abt my Baby Oskie whom I found in the rubbish bin. Haha. He's not the most yan dao, neither is the most hunky guy among my ex. But he's definitely the sweetest and the one who loves me most. Followers of my blog all should know that my love life is not smooth sailing. Heartaches are my close frens when it comes to matters of the heart. Getting rejected and dumped are nothing new to me. I'm afraid to love cos everything I get hurt real bad. 总是被伤得体无完肤。I prayed for a simple life, a simple man, a simple love. And finally, my prayer has been answered. He's not fanciful in his words nor his actions. He loves me in his simple way.

I dunno how to describe in words. It's being felt with the heart. I know he's true. Everytime something good happens to me in a relationship, I will have the fear that one day, it might just turn out to be a dream. (which happens everytime :( ) But this time, I know he's here to stay. I'm juz afraid that I might hurt him. With my excess baggages from past relationships, lousy temper and not-so-simple demands. I know I can be a real pampered princess at times (ok most of the times, I can see u guys yelling in disagreement...), but I can be a real nice, sweet gf too.

Thank you for loving me baby. Thanks for accepting me for who I am and what I am. Thanks for being there.

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