The machines there were old too n I dun really like them. There's no stadium for me to run n the place is too ulu for me to run outside, end up I ran on the threadmill. The stupid threadmill is placed facing the mirror. So when u run, u look at urself in the mirror! Made me feel so 'argh!' Seriously, I dun enjoy looking at myself in the mirror n run lo....
The weighing machine is not working too...
In conclusion, I dislike this Gym. I still prefer CCK Gym. Spacious, friendly ppl (some even offered to correct my posture n give me tips!), nice new equipment n the threadmill faces the swimming pool.... So when I lazy to run outside, at least I can run on the threadmill n watch ppl swim. HAHAHA!
Told Mr Ex I really juz treat him as a close fren now. I admit I still feel for him but I know everything's over. I still love him. I'm willing to let him go. As long as he is happier. He says he feels awkward seeing me cos he knows I still feel for him. I told him, juz treat as I don't n let the awkwardness go. Keeping him as a fren will go a longer way than having him as a bf. Friendships are usu more lasting, at least I know he'll still be there. I'm already contented. 爱不需要占有, 我只要他开心就好. 偶尔想起以前与他的种种, 心还是会隐隐做痛. 时间会来帮我的忙, 慢慢带走我的伤痛.
True love is not what I seek.
I have buried my heart where no one can reach.
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Why do people have to lie? Their intention may be good but I still feel that it's better to tell the truth than you lie. Here's an example:
Guy: I'm meeting my sec sch frens tonight for dinner n juz chill.
Gal: Oh ok, so where r u peeps gng?
Guy: Dunno yet haven decide.
Gal: Oh. So u all meet up first den decide?
Guy: Ya.
It's dumb. In most occasions, such gathering would have been pre-planned and how can it be so last min, oh meet up den decide? Gal felt something is amiss and checked Guy's email. She can feel her heart sank n went all cold by what she saw. She saw a movie booking confirmation for 2 tickets. She wanted to give him another chance to come clean. So she called him.
Gal: Where r u now?
Guy: Dhoby Guat.
Gal: Oh u meeting them there?
Guy: Ya.
Gal: So how many of u meeting?
Guy: 3 or 4 ba.
Gal: Oh really? So have u all decided where for dinner?
Guy: Dunno yet.
Gal: So u gng to catch a movie b4 that?
Guy: No.
Gal: I'm sorry that I checked your email. But I saw ur booking confirmation for 2 tickets.
Guy: Ok yes, I'm not meeting my sec sch frens. I'm meeting XXX.
Gal: If u r meeting XXX den why did u lie?
Guy: I'm afraid u'll feel uncomfortable abt it.
Gal: I'm perfectly fine with u meeting up with her. I'm totally pissed tat u lied. It's not as if I dunno her too.
Guy: I dun wan u to feel uncomfortable abt me meeting her. And why did u check my email?
Gal: I felt something is not right so I checked. I believe in my 6th sense. I'm sorry tat I did. But if u didn't lie would I have done it? Though saying the truth may hurt at times, by lying is even worse when found out.
Guy: Give me my privacy. If not, u'll nv see me again.
Ok, the gal is at fault for intruding into the guy's privacy but if he come clean with her, she dun hav to feel uneasy abt it. Both were at fault. But guys, if u wan ur gal to trust u, u have to be truthful in the first place. If u 'spoilt market' on ur own n cause ur gal to be suspicious of u all the time, well, u asked for it. Dun get pissed when she dun believe u when u tell the truth. U were the one who broke the trust she had in u in the first place.
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