Monday, July 19, 2010

On the Verge...

I'm starting to lose control over my emotions again. It's tearing me apart. I wish it could juz kill me n spare me the agony of a slow death.

Why would someone want to pull himself away when he has feelings for the person? Leaving bcos of cant cope with work, studies n rs? Rubbish. Or bcos he dun wan to be selfish n let the girl wait n like wasting her time n deprive her of opportunities of meeting someone better? This is not noble at all too. I believe in love overcome all hurdles n difficulties the couple face. They face the future together n not do such silly things. I believe in working hard together to build up the future together. When things come too easy, ppl dunno how to appreciate n cherish. After going thr' so much, I simply cnt understand how he can put everything behind. I'm willing to wait. I wan to be there to hold his hand n pull thr' this difficult time together. I dun wan him to go thr the stress n pressure alone. I wan to be there to share the burden wif him. Why cant he see that? 当两个人在一起是, 不快乐是减半, 快乐是加倍! WHY CANT HE SEE THAT HE'S THE BEST FOR ME & I WANT NOBODY ELSE? I dun care what other ppl say, I know what I need and how I feel. I really really really wish that he'll be here by my side again... Cos I love him...

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