No Motivation = No Energy

I need motivation. I pull me through each working day and get my work done. Which I have not been doing so for quite awhile. The volcano is going to explode anything (soon).

Was scheduled for a 2nd interview yesterday but I have to conduct an external briefing so I informed the organisation I was unable to go for the interview. I thut they will reschedule a day for me but since last Tue they called me until now, no news. The worst part, something stupid cock up for the external briefing. It was suppose to be Malay session yest. I am suppose to do the Mandarin session which is today. Koaz. If bcos of this idiotic messed up n I lose my opportunity of gng for the 2nd interview, really bo hua lo. I try to be responsible but looks like it's not being rewarded :( Need to slack n do nothing den Lady Luck will follow me? Bleah.

I'm still being hopeful they will call me up for the interview. However the wait can be rather torturing :(