Thursday, April 1, 2010

5th Year Anniversary

Today marks my 5th year anniversary working here. It's oso April Fool's Day. Wat a joke. A lot of things are running through my mind now. Where shall I start? Pls pardon me if this post gets too random for my readers to catch....

My first diving experience was really wonderful! It's really difficult to describe the kind of underwater feeling. You see on National Geographic all those schools of fishes, corals, etc, now it's happening all ard me. How amazing! One will not be able to understand it if you are not a diver. Photos/videos will not be able to truly capture the kind of experience. How those fishes swam ard u. Getting so close to them n being 17.3m underwater. Beautiful. Really beautiful. I love diving is not bcos of him. So stop saying I dive bcos he loves diving.

It was really disappointing and upsetting tat we were unable to dive tgt at Aur. Your cylinder 'o' ring burst n had to surface. We din get to dive hand-in-hand. In fact, disappointment is an understatement. Dun tell me it's not advisable to hold hands while diving. If I can hold my buddy's hand thr'out the dive, why cant u hold mine? (I held on to my buddy cos he kept floating up... I need to prevent him from floating away...) If u can hold her hand to dive, why not mine?

Many times I tried to tell u abt how I feel toward certain stuff but u always understand it different from mine. I feel tat it's redundant to say it cos u'll not get the real meaning n understand. Men n women juz think differently. If u cant comprehend, juz accept. Certain articles I show u is to hint to u how i feel n tat how i felt but u read it juz w/o a thut. U ask me to talk to u but if u cnt understand it onli makes me feel more frustrated. I need you to be more proactive. But u remain passive. Act onli upon being told. Wat's the point? Does it mean anything if the action was done upon request? To me, it doesn't mean anything. In fact, it's on a negative scale.

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