Simple

Changed a new blogskin... office server super slow n it took me super long to change my blogskin to the current look. Let it stay this way for the time being. Edit to make it look nicer when I got the time at home. Office dun have Photoshop n super slow internet connection, I got so pissed editing it. ARGH! At least it looks passable now lah. Juz now was totally cui. Alignment off, colour all wrong... Definitely can be better!!

Tml will be on half day leave n off to Pulau Aur! Totally no mood to work. Though it's month end n I have accumulated mountain.... Heck... Bo Chap!

爱情不能做比较

很多人都会犯的通病
在爱情里做比较
也许现在的他她比以前那个他她会逗你笑
也许刚出现的他她比现在这个他她会照顾你
到底如何衡量呢?

又或者是他她好象比较疼他她以前那个他她
自己又好象比不上他她以前那个他她
吃以前那个他她的醋
为什么他她有的我没有
要如何分清谁多谁少呢?

比较后会更快乐吗?
会有你想要的结果吗?
还是会更难过呢?

不会有胜利者的比较
自寻烦恼
钻牛角尖
到最后得到了什么
一颗疲惫的心

"U" turn trip

My dive trip to Pulau Aur was postponed to this coming weekend instead :( Due to the heavy rain and thunderstorm, we were forced to make a U-turn and come back to SG. Sigh. Nevertheless, the 19hrs road+sea trip was still as happening. Hee =D

Filling up the forms before we board the bus. Everyone was so excited!!!

On the bus! YAY!!!

We crossed the customs and started taking pics... opps... photo-taking is not allowed there!!!

On board the board heading to Aur. No make-up... cui!

The boat was leaking and flooded my bed in the middle of the nite :( We cant slp at all and my hair all wet! Baobei has to give up his space n allow me to slp. I was feeling seasick and if I dun slp, I will start throwing up liao :( He ended up sitting on the walkway 'meditating'. Poor baby. Thanks for being so sweet! Little acts like this simply melts the heart. At least compensated the fact that he's not a romantic romeo ;p I realli appreciate it!

After the long hrs of travelling... damn shagged....

Feeling uber disappointed abt not getting to dive as scheduled but it's ok lah, at least I hav something to look forward to again this weekend? kekeke... Pls no more rain hor!!! Sunny days pls!!! I rather become a roasted pig!!

xxx

This morning I have a 'shocked' of my life. How can someone be so greedy?? I was walking up the stairs from the MRT platform when a lady's exlink card dropped. I was on the phone n my other hand was full too. I tried to pick up the card n return to her but a guy dashed from behind me n picked up the card. I thut he was so nice n reacted so fast! But to my horror, he took the card n kept it!!! WTF!! The lady realised she had dropped her card n went searching for it. I tried to look for the guy but he was gone. I juz stood there in shocked! I shld hav reacted faster... Early morning, reaction a bit retard... I simply cnt believe it! How can someone be so greedy?? TMD!

Empty Promises

今年的升级名单我又名落孙山了 :( My boss dun even have the balls to come and talk to me abt it. WTH! He can onli ask the colleague next to me how am I. WTF! Giving me empty promises year after year and it's not as though there's no chance for promotion, you juz didn't keep ur promise to make it happened. 我可不是省油的灯. Instead of staying here and wait for things to happened, I've taken steps to make things happen. The colleagues here are wonderful but the work sux. Work sux nvm, but boss is blind or onli see what they wan to see? The motivation to stay on is pratically ZERO. They tink I will not leave? I would. Juz a matter of time n opportunity. Waiting for the right time, right moment and 'poof' off I go... I'm not indispensable but I make a difference....

Is that me?

Best creation for ladies, Makeup, at least to me. Since Uni days, I will not step out of the hse w/o makeup. Cos I look like ghost with the dark eye circles. I will at least put loose powder n draw my eyebrows. Yes, my eyebrows has to be drawn, otherwise it's like shit! U'll know when u see me w/o makeup...

Anyway, attended a wedding dinner on Sat nite n I was too free until I went to curl n style my hair. LOL~ I tink this pics is really nice :D my intention wasn't to upload this pic but the next one is gonne look like ghost so uploaded this to compensate a bit. haha! Yes, i'm an artificial beauty, only looks good when wif makeup :( AT LEAST I still can be mei mei when I put on makeup..... ;p

Had my Open Water Diving (OWD) theory n test on Fri nite. Today was the pool session. This is me, looking totally 'CUI'!

Didn't want to upload this pic cos I looked God-Damn-Fucking-UGLY here :( but this is the only pic i have now to upload....

Had lots of fun in the pool today but I was feeling a little bit scared... I choked while clearing mask for the first time n I kept wanting to use my nose to breathe. Being unable to breathe thr my nose makes me feel suffocating :( But towards the end of the lessons, I kinda got used to it but still feel a bit uncomfortable. Now is onli in the pool, can emerge anytime but if out in the sea, underwater for 18m how to 'pop' my head outta water n breathe thr my nose? This is e only challenge I need to overcome. It's not a joking or fun matter. Can die de. I get panicky when my nose 'suck' in water n started choking n coughing :( Hopefully wed session will be better :D

Botanical Gardens

It's one of those few occassions I will bring my G7 out for some phototaking. It's too heavy lah. Ok, actually is I'm lazy ;p Was in the mood for some photography on Sun so brought it out to camwhore!

Love the effect.

I tink this is nice :D Purely camera effect. No photoshop!

Trying to be irritating here...

Beautiful nature with drying up lake :(

Spotted!

Aww... isn't it cute??

The turtle looks rather fierce here...

Bird loves bread too!

It becomes like a toxicated flower after I reverse the colours.....

Plain white bread.

Trying to be artistic...

Flopped...

Tried again... erm better but the model not so natural....

Love this too!

So hot n dry...

Beautiful swans.

Trying to take artistic photos again.

National Geographic photographer wannabe...

It's snowing white bread!

The fishes love it!

It's all gone in 60 sec!

Usu guys are the photographer n they use their gfs as models n u see alot of their gfs in the pics... But for me, it's e reversal. LOL~

Quite like some of the pics taken. My G7 is GOOOOOOOD! Apart from the weight n size, it's a pretty gd camera :D

Le Pliage

Was randomly browsing online sometime back den came across this Longchamp bag. Kinda tempted into buying it but curbed my urge. It's a WANT not a NEED... I'm trying to keep my credit card bill under $500 each month. Every month I'm exceeding my budget. I'm a poor man now :(

Then today, I saw on the webby can customise ur own Le Pliage... hmmm.... $165... If it was last time, I no need to ponder so long to get a bag at this price. But I'm pretty tight after financing the car which I dun get priority to use and I hardly use....

Din really enjoy my weekend. Was easily frustrated and irritated. Went to update my bank book today. It makes me upset. haiz. It used to make me smile cos of the increasing number. But ever since I moved back home, it's constantly dropping. From it was a more than 100% drop in my savings. So much for being a good daughter. I agreed to increase the monthly allowance given to my parents cos they say I moved back le, household expenses will increase. When I hardly eat at home and how much will the PUB bill increase after I move back? I dun wan to be calculative with my own parents. So I juz agreed. My dad had retired and he still needs to finance the car. Which is very straining for him. So I asked him to change to a smaller car. Now I'm financing the car loan. Which puts the strain on me. Topping up the fuel to full tank everytime I use it, n topping up the cashcard. On average, I use once or twice. Which depends on availability of the car. I dun get the priority to use it even though I'm the one paying for it.

My brother earning much more than I do, is only contributing 40% of what I am giving. Yes, he dun stay here but does it mean tat he can give only 40%?

Feel like juz stop being so nice. It doesn't pay to be nice. Onli make myself suffer. Pissed.

Work sux too. I completely give up. I feel so not being appreciated and I totally bo chap now. I dun try to hit target, I slack everyday. Come late n leave on the dot. Gone are the days I will stay back till 9pm to clear my work. For wat fu*k? As if the boss will be appreciative and reward me for my hardwork. Pissed again.

I juz wan to break free from all these. Pack n go far away from all these shit.

I've come to 2 conclusions:

1) Faster find a new job

2) Treat 70% of the allowance give to them as room+car rental and 30% as REAL allowance to them.

I dun wan to continue waking up everyday feeling frustrated. Feeling like as though the whole world owes me. The feeling truly sux!