Ohaiyo!!!! Miss me?? Or rather my blog entries?? My sincere apologies for the lack of updates.... Someone 'complaint' to me yest why I so long nv update!!! She miss reading my blog... Well, it sux when one cnt blog freely :( being tied by all the restrictions, it juz made me lost e mood to blog :( But I feel tat I'm letting my readers down when I stop blogging cos they are all so looking forward for my updates. BHB!! Anyway, here I am again :) hopefully can sustain the blogging entries ;p
Last Thu was my bday :) Realli appreciate all the well wishes, preizzes and all those who celebrated my bday with me. A BIG THANK YOU to all of you! LOVES! Are u guys curious where my 笨蛋宝贝 brought me to on my bday?? Let me brg u thr the day w/o photos for the time being... Cos all photos were taken using his pixon 12!!! AH!!!! The phone which I wanna get initially!!! Anyway, kanna side tracked ;p
We started off the day very healtily. He brought me to MacRitchie for a long long walk. Cos I hav nv been to the tree top walk (yes, it was up like so long long time ago, I hav nv been there b4!), so he brought me there to walk. We hav to walk like 5km to reach. OMG! When we reach, he den tell me, oh the walk is pretty short. I'm like ok lo... But little did I expect tat it's tat SHORT!!! Cos I have been to M'sia canopy walk, it's like sooooo soooo long. This is like a mini mini mini version of it. Kinda disappointed by the length of it :( Took a few pics and he brought me to
the tower.
The tower made me gone all upset n quiet after that. It was juz a small little thing but it affected me pretty badly I would say....
Serves me right for being kaypo... I went to FB n browse thr his ex's photos... And saw the pics they took at the tower. I din know those pics where taken at MacRitchie until I saw
the tower :( It juz dampened my mood. I was already not feeling very comfortable when he lend me the oakley shades he used to lend to her... And she was wearing the same pair of shades in those MacRitchie pics. Ok, call me petty or watever. It juz make me God damn fucking uncomfortable... It juz dun feel good lah huh.
He thut I was tired after hrs of walking.. but in actual fact, I was feeling upset over the shades n MacRitchie thingy :( I kept thinking abt it until in the evening den I told him abt it. Nobody likes to be 2nd or be using wat the ex uses in the past. Going to places where e 2 used to hangout. It's like it doesn't belong to us but it him n her kinda thing. I dunno how to explain it, it juz dun feel OURS to me. I kept thinking how was is like when he was there with her last time. Was it like how we were now? All sorts of stupid thuts but I juz cnt help it :( It's juz me. I would keep tinking abt it. He told me he din tink of those memories when he was there with her last time n stuff but I still feel e uncomfortness. Sigh... he says she rarely wear
the shades but so coincidentally, she was wearing it tat day. To make things worse, she has a exact same design onli diff colour... it's like kinda couple shades kind of thing to me. ARGH! Juz make me feel upset inside out :(
It's trivial, I know. But but but... it juz so... haiz....
I tried to put that issue behind n enjoy the rest of the day with him. He brought me to Pan Pac for dnr in the evening. It certainly burn a big hole in his pocket :( I appreciate his efforts... if not for that shady-ritchie issue, it would have been a perfect, wonderful day....
I have my reason for being ultra uncomfortable when it comes to her... I'll leave the story to next entry ba....