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All those incidents unrevealing themselves are reminding me of this story....

He & I were in the same sec sch. But we never got to know each other, neither hav I ever seen him in sch before... We hav common frens in sch but we never met...

He started dating a pri sch fren of my besties. So happened, I know this girl too...

One Christmas.. my besties met up wif this girl & him. I wasn't there and I spent that xmas at home wif tat idiot cos he din wanna go out...

Planned to go TW with my besties and they said the girl n bf gng too. But due to some unforseen circumstances, besties n I hav to reschedule our plan and he went ahead to TW wif the girl....
I used to go supper wif RF at the Indian stall near his place. But we've nv met when he patrons tat stall too....

I was stunned to see the neoprint of him n my sec sch classmate at his place. I HAVE tat neoprint too!!! (I used to collect neoprints of my frens.) "I hav this neoprint too!!" I exclaimed! And I have it in my wallet for a long period of time..... He was there, I hav 'him' in my wallet for many yrs w/o even knowing him....

On 4 Apr 09, we finalli met. After 14 yrs....

I'm not trying to find the connection b/w him & I BUT this is realli too much of a coincidence! These are wat I know of so far I'm not too sure are there more to come n unfold... We could hav been at the same place & at the same time but nv met. We juz brushed by each other. FATE, do u believe in tat??

Emo emo... watched Ghost of Girlfriend's Past and made me emo.. haiz.. was having movie withdrawal syndrome yest so dragged Deardear to go watch movie wif me. Nice movie but left me saded... haiz... influx of unwanted memories.... :(

Deardear tried to sayang me. But turned out making me more upset... I tried not to tear in front of him. Strong ger cnt cry. Having a tough time holding back my tears. He dun like his lady to be so weak emotionally. But it's tiring to hold back unhappy emotions, burying/swallowing them in. I wanted to talk abt it last nite. But he asked me to go slp, cutting me off. He dropped me a gd morning email but I hav yet to reply. I dunno wat to reply. Certain things r better to be said face-to-face.

I'm like getting more n more emo after each r/s. Leaving me scarred all over. Old n fresh wounds. Wounds healed n bleed again. Like wat I told Kor, having someone new juz lessen the pain. the wound will always be there. there's no way to escape from it.

The fear is still there. Yes, going wif the flow. Tat's wat i'm doing now but doesn't mean I no longer feel e fear in me....

This is the latest wallpaper on my HP. Showed it to Keith kor den he emo... he says, "Very long nv take such pics le... haiz..." dun see he everyday siao siao one, he's one emo kid. I still rem e nite he emo in e hotel when we were in Cambodia. Made me so guilty for making tat comment :( I said sorrie to him but he says no lah, but I know tat statement actualli triggered some unhappy memories.... He walked over to my bed n tug me in. Toopid kor, made me emo oso.... it's been such a long time since someone tug me in. Haiz.... enuff of emo-ing, now for some happier stuff :D

Went Fish & Co for dnr on Mon. It's ladies nite!!! Ladies get 1-for-1 on Mons n Tues in e month of Jun. The 1-for-1 has limited selection but well, lucky e limited selection all taste not too bad. It's not so much abt the food, it's abt the company. We bitch n disturb the waiter. He's oso over friendly lah... but XDD. Got him to help us take this one n onli pic tat nite.

After dnr, KL suggested gng over to PS as she wanna go Carrefour. So we all 4 went. End up Sally & I both bought 2 pairs of shoes each!! Hated Dar. She was e one suggested gng into e shop.... -.-" Nonetheless, it was a nite filled wif bitching stories n laughter :) Looking forward to our next gathering on Sat for dnr :D

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!

Daddy's bday is near to father's day. So every year, we would celebrate them together :D Bought the cake on 16th (daddy's bday). This cheesecake from Intercontinental Hotel is damn good loh!!! Simply love it!!! Yummy!!!

I din take photo wif daddy cos I waited for everyone to come back till I tired le. Showered n changed into my PJ so din wanna be in e pic......

Dnr at Riz Carlton... WC 'forcing' e vege for Prince to eat... LOL~

Family photo. Prince looks so cheeky in this pic... kekeke... so cute!!!

Grams wif Prince. Lovely pic.

I wanna take wif Daddy n Prince :)

Like family photo... If I'm lucky, I wld hav a kid so big too liao.....

Finally a group photo :)

This is cute! I love this!!! Prince giving cheeky face again... keke...

Asked Mummy to take this pic for us. She take so close up util like neoprint.... -.-"

Family photo. Nice one. I like this too :D

Ok, the sai nai daughter wanna take pic wif daddy.... hehehehe.....

As usu, e sai nai didi wanna take pic too... kekeke..... mum's bday oso like tat... hahaha...

Finally a cutsy pic of Prince. He's holding onto a cherry to eat.

For more pics, pls visit my FB :)

There a wide selection of food there last nite. Seafood are so fresh too!!! Love the oysters but I onli ate 4 cos too much food to eat n I'm soooooo damn full!!! The oysters r sooo sweet!!! Yummy!! All the crabs, lobsters, sashimi... yum yum... Wish I cld eat more but I'm at my max le!!! So conincidentally yest got NDP rehearsal, we managed to hav a preview of the fireworks too :) Nice! Lamer WC says he specially arranaged it for daddy. zzz......

Love family time tgt. Though sometimes mummy cn get a big naggy, sometimes we hav 'internal conflict', we r still a happy family wif close bonding :)

I've nv told my daddy this, "I love you daddy, happy father's day :)"

Back to work after a long 10 days break. I took off yest to 'escape' from work... ok, i'm simply being lazy lah :P

Deardear was realli sweet on Tue. He cldn't take leave to come fetch me from the airport, but instead, he rushed down during his lunch hr to pick me up from the airport :D surprised n touched!! Thanks for being so sweet! Muackz! I told mummy abt it, den she says, din u want him to go fetch u? Yah, but I already told him it's ok for me to take MRT hm myself.... Din get him any prezzie cos there got nothing to buy. 2nd, he very ma ma fan fan one, fussy with food, fussy with clothes.... I simply hav no idea wat to get for him. Actualli bought this handicraft made by this little boy there wanna give him. But den again, later he oso dunno wat to do wif it. Throw away oso cnt cos I give de. so end up it's now at my pl. Maybe brg to office n hang at my workstation ba.

It's a fruitful n relaxing trip. Though no fancy restaurants, no shopping sprees, becoming so tanned, I still enjoyed the trip very much :D the company rocks! Thanks Keith kor n Jason for making me laugh like mad n taking gd care of me :) They r real nice guys, I dun mind bunking in wif them (cos Angela fly use kite :( she got overdosed on Malaria pills.... ). Juz tat I miss my ohana n Deardear.... Mummy sms me says tat ZY n her misses me. I so touched, nearly teared... I'm still a homey ger k? The moment I got home is to look at ZY. He was slping so din get to carry him. But I hug n kiss him once he woke up :D At first he stare at me with a blur look den i tink he reg me n smile :D wan me to carry him. hehehe.... I love my Prince!

Photos of my trip are all in my Facebook. Lazy to upload here cos photos were taken using Kor's cam. Those interested to see the photos, check out my facebook :D

It's good to hav a long break n get recharged but I tink I've been away too long from my ohana n Deardear :( I miss them badly!! Tml will be back in sg. Will get to see my Prince n carry him :D So miss him....

Deardear says I've been away from him for too long. I tink so too. I miss him uber much lo :( His hugs n kisses.... *shy* He was so sweet to call me everyday when I'm here but my hp bill is going to sky high this mth.... zzz.... nvm lah, at least I get to hear his voice.

The weather here is super hot n sunny!!! I'm so tan now -.-"plus the cheap n tasty food, I'm growing sideways too :( but nvm lah, go back sg den dieting starts :P come holiday most imptly is muz enjoy mah correcto?? kekeke....

To my dearies: I wan eat prata too!!!! I read all ur tags lo!!!!

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emo.... tml nobody's coming to pick me up from e airport... need to go back on my own :( Dreamt of Deardear last nite tat he gave me a surprise n came to pick me up at the airport. Well, dreams n reality r always opp... *pout* Daddy need to stay home to look after Prince so cnt come n pick me up. Poor me... boo...

Was chatting wif my col on how guys nowadays are becoming less romantic. Guys will do all the romantic stuff when they are in their teens and early twenties. Buying flowers, planning romantic dates, doing those romantic stuns to touch the gf. As time goes by, no more flowers, no more candles, no more glow in the dark stars....

She was telling me abt her ex bf gave her a surprise by buying flowers for her and sang her a love song. She was so touched. Yes, it sounds kind of corny, but it's like so sweet? Yes, it's not pratical to buy flowers but gers/ladies love them! Though they might say, "Aiyah, dun waste the money to buy me flowers lah!" Actually they are 口是心非 one. When they receive the flowers, they are actually smiling inside.

Another guy col said how he surprised his ex gf by decorating her room in glow in e dark stars. Again, it has this awww... effect. It's all not pratical. Cnt eat, cnt use. Juz for the romantic moment. But this touching act will etch in our memory no matter how long ago it had been. It's not abt the words being said, it's abt how ppl make us feel tat's going to last a lifetime. It's a sad thing cos we hardly experiance such classic moments in life.

This same col did something which I thut was rather romantic as well. Before he and his ex gf got tgt, they went out on a dnr date. After dnr, it started to rain. Without any pl in mind they wanted to go, this guy thut of a 'silly' idea. He went to buy an umbrella from Giodaono and said, "Let's take a stroll in the rain." Ok, for this, not every girl will agree to. Cos it might backfired like the girl saying, "HUH?? walk in the rain?? Then my shoes will be all wet!! It's my new heels!!" It's a spoiler when she says this. Atmosphere all gone liao. For me, I will smile widely and say, "Let's go!" I might even end up dancing in the rain w/o the umbrella... haha..

I have another col who has a very sweet hubby. He wld send her flowers on her bdays n Vdays. Sometimes, out of the blue, he oso send flowers for her to the office. I asked wat's the occassion? Then she replied, "oh, he said he saw this pair of cute bears during lunchtime n thut I wld like them. So he got the florist to bundle it up and send it over immediately." I was like, "wow! This is one sweet, romantic hubby!!" She's really lucky sia.

A fren told me last nite. "在一段恋情, 什么是最重要的? 是他无私的付出. 他如果能愿意无条件地为你付出, 这是金钱都买不到的. You are a very nice ger, make sure u open ur eyes and choose wisely." AS up till now, deardear has been very forgiving, supportive and doting. But it's only 3 weeks... 俗语说: "路遥知马力, 日久见人心." Time will tell will he continue to be this good to me in the long run. I have faith in him that he will :)

只想爱你
当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己可以为爱那么坚定

只想爱你
好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定究竟爱我还是逃避
sorry 我还是不会放弃爱你

It's the beginning of the 4th week of togetherness :) Feeling the love growing each day, getting closer to him n knowing more abt him. Every new discovery is a pleasant discovery of him. Quite a bit had happened over the past 3 weeks. But it brought us closer tgt. I enjoy the long chats we are having now. Juz dun find me too noisy next time :P We promised not to talk abt e past anymore. Wat matters is the current n our future tgt.

I din expect myself to fall in love wif him so much in such a short period of time. It's so difficult to control my feelings for him. I miss him everyday. He will juz pop in my head every morning when I wake up. I can juz look at him n smile stupidly to myself. It's been soooo long since I last had such wonderful feeling. I hope he's here to stay n not leave me wounded.