It's Thur.. I was so stressed up at work that I broke down n cried this morning. I juz gave myself too much stress. Last nite was disastrous. Dun wanna mention abt it. But I'm totally disappointed wif myself to get in tat state last nite :( anyway, everything's fine now. Juz do wat I cn and not hav such high expectation for myself. But I would love to hav a change in my job. Getting kinda sick n tired of wat I'm doing now.... Need new excitement to jazz my working life up a bit.

Deardear always says I'm fortunate de. I certainly dun deny this fact. I have my wonderful Ohana, fantastic frens who r always there for me n of cos, my loving deardear. Sorry abt freaking u out on my unusual behavior this week. I'm not usu like this la. I'm definate much stronger than this. Juz tat this week has been pretty down n emo for me. I dwell on unnecessary stuff too much n made myself so miserable. Tomorrow will be a better day :D I'm already feeling much better today after talking to my mummy dearest this morning. Silly ger made everyone worried abt her again. So sorry :( *pull ears* Will not let it happen again k? I'm e sunshine ger mah. Why let him take away e sunshine in me when he left?? I din realised e impact he had on me since e day he left. I din realise the effect cn be so great even after I got over him. Something I certainly need to find n regain back.