Curiosity kills the cat. Although I fulfilled my curiosity but it affected my mood. Certain things are better left unknown than to find out and now I cannot get over it. I know I will get affected when I took the step to find out, but I cannot suppress the curiosity urge to know more. I was actually debating internally whether should I or should I not. Now I am feeling guilty over taking that step and it is like intruding into other people's privacy. It's so unethical :( I guess I need to go for confession tomorrow. I am a bad girl today :(