Haven been blogging these few days cos I'm super busy wif work den dwn wif flu... blah blah blah... i decided to take some time off n blog a bit. Blogging therapy.

I feel tat I'm at e bottle neck now. Be it wif work or personal life. Nv ending cases to clear, customer calling everyday to chase this n that. They r not interested in how busy u r, whether is there an influx of cases due to the economy downturn. They r interested to know whether they cn get their money. It's not that I'm not concerned but there onli 1 me to do the shit. Everyone is working hard to clear as much as possible, cn juz give us a breather? I understand they r worried but I need my peace to do my work! Keep calling isn't gng to do them any gd cos it affects my mood n I cnt conc to work fast though :(

As for personal life, he wanna take it slowly but it's taking far too slow... it's a test of my patience... but I'm losing grib of my feelings for him. It's like everything came to a standstill now n we r not moving anywhere. Wanna let go but I'll still miss him. Dun let go, it's like we r gng nowhere :(

i'm so super sick... feel like asking him to cm fetch me hm... but if need me to ask like so defeats e purpose rite? sigh....

I'm thankful for YS to accom me to see doc yest n giving me morning sms to wake me up tis morning :) he's a reali nice fren to hav. I cn onli be gd frens wif guys??