Haven been blogging these few days cos I'm super busy wif work den dwn wif flu... blah blah blah... i decided to take some time off n blog a bit. Blogging therapy.

I feel tat I'm at e bottle neck now. Be it wif work or personal life. Nv ending cases to clear, customer calling everyday to chase this n that. They r not interested in how busy u r, whether is there an influx of cases due to the economy downturn. They r interested to know whether they cn get their money. It's not that I'm not concerned but there onli 1 me to do the shit. Everyone is working hard to clear as much as possible, cn juz give us a breather? I understand they r worried but I need my peace to do my work! Keep calling isn't gng to do them any gd cos it affects my mood n I cnt conc to work fast though :(

As for personal life, he wanna take it slowly but it's taking far too slow... it's a test of my patience... but I'm losing grib of my feelings for him. It's like everything came to a standstill now n we r not moving anywhere. Wanna let go but I'll still miss him. Dun let go, it's like we r gng nowhere :(

i'm so super sick... feel like asking him to cm fetch me hm... but if need me to ask like so defeats e purpose rite? sigh....

I'm thankful for YS to accom me to see doc yest n giving me morning sms to wake me up tis morning :) he's a reali nice fren to hav. I cn onli be gd frens wif guys??

super cute!!!

To my Xiong^2 Dearie :D

长大了, 要乖喔!

Wat I wanna say already written in my card :) So have a smashing 21st Bday!! U will be blessed. Ur bday is a gift from Heaven, nv belittle urself ya? Hugz!!

Attended Ah Dar's bro's (Danny) wedding last nite at Carlton. Din plan to get a new dress but found out I hav nothing to wear to e dnr. So did last min shopping at bugis. I step into this shop n i'm stuck there.... End up bought 10 dress+2 belts+a bag, cost me 1K plus :( super super broke now. sigh.... but e dresses were so nice!!! I actualli forgo some already lo... sigh.... To confort myself, it's been 3 mths since I last went shopping..... so no more shopping for me...

The moment I saw Ah Dar, I asked her, today ur wedding ah? LOL~ she looks like e bride lo!! She'll make sure a pretty bride if she were to get married... Hey guys, faster lah, she's still single!!!!

With my Dar. She realli look so pretty last nite.

Xian, Dar & Fen
Long time nv see them le. Still e same... hahaha...

14 yrs of frienship. It's not easy to stay so close after all these yrs. It's ok I dun hav a man by my side. I wld prefer to hav u ladies to be wif me :)

I tink I look horrible in e previous pic so we took again :P

With Sally. She says she looks preg in this so we took again :)

This one she looks super slim...

With the groom, Danny :)

青梅竹马
Sally was e 'desinated' dau-in-law of e Lim family but e bride last nite wasn't her...

Last chance for 'Kor kor' to 左拥右抱

Finalli a pic of the bride... erm... dun ask me y we din take pic wif her... hahahaha....

I went off early cos my eye kanna infection :( was red, swallon n painful!!! Was in e rush to go pick sally up for e dnr den clumsy me got my makeup into my eye. boo~ took leave to rest my eye at home today. now still feel a bit pain, less swallon n red le.... sian....

Yoyo!!! My Baby Pica finalli arrived yest!!! Cute isn't it? heehee.. suits e cute cute owner mah :D Cruising ard frm my place to marine parade, to ECP den to woodlands to meet my dearies :) let my dearies hav e first priority to sit on my baby pica. kekeke.... Setup my GPS, pump fuel for the FIRST time n check e tyres air. Reach hm at 1 am... shagged... but uber HAPPY. hehehe...

Baby Pica - SJP716R

Me & my Baby Pica :) Din wear nice nice like car show gers. lol....

Ivan dearie gave me these on my bday w/o knowing tat I'm getting a car... juz nice... hehehehe.... cute eh?? my fav bunny.....

I din expect my cols to notice the change. Perhaps the gers' instinct is pretty strong. hahaha... They are all asking me abt my slimming prog n complimenting on e glow on my face :) I look more energetic (i feel more energetic too!) n radiant! This is simply wonderful. Considering all these, the price I paid for is cfm worth it ah! hahaha...

Many told me they cldn't do it cos they cnt give up on food. Hey, I'm a sucker for food I oso cn do it lo. At first I realli doubted whether I cn do it myself. But e truth is, e acupuncture realli helps in curbing my craving n shrunk my appetite :D It oso helps to regulate my hormones so I look more radiant now. hehehe...

If u r tempted to try it, whether for health, to slim dwn or to look gd, drop me a sms or tag me :)

I know this sounds crazy but it's true. I'm on a slimming prog now. You must be exclaiming at this pt of time, "WAT!! Are u crazy?? U wanna slim where??" Well, I did e full body analysis, I'm considered obese in terms of fats. The normal range for fats is 23% But I'm 33.3%. That falls in e obese range. I actualli hav to lose 8 kg of fats!!! Gosh, where's my 8 kg u might ask. Well, either it's well hidden or e fats r surrounding my internal organs which cnt be seen. For e sake of my health, oso to look better, I took up e slimming prog to lose the extra pounds.

To tell the truth, I'm nv e slender type. I'm e fleshy, meaty kind of ger. I hav tried gng to Expre55sion & M. Franc3 to slim down. But I go in at wt XY kg, come out same, XY kg :( Wasted a lot of money but dun see the results lo. So I thut maybe I join FF to exercise to slim down. Well, I feel healthier cos I'm doing exercise every week. Though my clothes feel slightly looser but my wt still nv drop. All my drinking session is making my tummy grow too :(

To get rid of my extra pounds n ugly tummy, I took up this acupuncture slimming, accompanied by a special diet prog. Comparing to the price at E & MF, it's considered cheaper too. I started my session on Mon. Till date it's onli 3 days, I lost 3 kg. Yes, u r not seeing things. I realli lost 3 kg. But these 3 kg in 3 days isn't easy. I hav to follow this very strict diet. For the first 2 days I realli feel lousy cos all I cn eat is the meal supplement. As u all know, I'm a sucker for food!!! How cn ask me nt to eat at all?? Those 2 days were hell... I feel like fainting n my hands actualli trembling! I feel tired e whole day as well. But all these r normal as the body is adjusting to the new diet. 3rd day, I feel much better. I lost the craving for food drastically. Those who knows me well, I'm a bottomless pit, always hungry n constantly wanna eat. But now I dun feel e urge to eat all e time.

Today is e 4th day :) I feel so much better. No hungry hippo feel n I dun feel so tired even though I slept at 12+ last nite. Usu I wld feel so restless n slpy if I slp at 12 as I need to wake up at 6.30am. The amazing thing is, my complexion improved too!! I realised that e fine lines ard my eyes has faded too! My consultant did tell me tat my complexion wld improve but I nv expect it to be so amazing!! I realli tink this is a damn gd deal lo, I get to lose those unhealthy fats, looks slimmer, better complexion n lesser wrinkles :D All for tat sum of money is definitely worth it.

Wat kept me smiling today n post this entry cos I managed to fit in e 'out casted' clothes. They hav been in my closet for quite sometime n I din wear them cos they were too tight yet I dun wanna throw them away. I kept telling myself I'll wear them when I slim dwn. Now my wish has come true :D On top of that, I dun realli hav to suck in when I sit dwn to hide my tummy (oh dun tat sounds so familiar to u gers?) kekeke... Isn't it every ger's dream to slim dwn healthily n looks gd? Many times we tried to slim dwn by skipping meals. But by doing so we r actualli doing harm to our body as it will be deprived of e nutrients it requires. Even after u slim dwn, u look hagged due to e lack of nutrients n vitamins. I'm glad I cn slim dwn n yet still look radiant or even look more radiant :P

Yest was my 1st session for the acupuncture. I nv done acupuncture before. I'm so freaked out by the needles. I shut my eyes tight when she put the needles in. It feels like ant bite. No pain. But looking at all e needles sticking out at my tummy n shins, it kind of give me weird feeling. I oso how to describe it lah. The amazing thing is e little plasters e sinseh stick on my left eye. Tat hurts. Tat has to stay on me for abt 3 days and I'm suppose to press on the points he stick e plasters 30-50 times 15 min b4 meals cos those acu points actualli helps to curb my craving for food n reduce my food intake. As time goes by, my stomach will shrink (w/o gng thr operation to cut my stomach smaller...) hence taking in lesser food. It oso enhance my metobolism rate which helps to burn fats faster. Doesn't tat sounds like a miracle? Hahaha...

I wanna share this little secret wif my readers :) so dun envy me when I look like those models features in FHMs. I so damn envy them I wld put their posters at my workstation to motivate myself to work harder. Look out for a slimmer, healthier n more radiant me! ;P

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In case u r wondering who's e coward in my previous post, yes, tat's my ex husband.

Tat coward removed me from his facebook. First he acted as if he dunno me when we bumped into each other tat day. Den now, he removed me from facebook n banned me from adding him. It's nt tat I realli care but e thing is, does he hav to do it until such extend? I'm like WTF, I'm being nice enuff even up till now. Watever, I seriously dun tink he'll hav a gd ending lah. Watever shit things he had done, he'll get wat he deserves, juz a matter of WHEN. Somehow my 6th sense tells me tat e b*tch has something to do wif it too. Birds of a feather flock together, B*tch is e best match for Bast*rd. I'm not a b*tch so God pulled me away frm him. Thank God n O God, pls pardon my choice of words in this post. Amen.

I tink there's no one more blur than me liao... Sat I went to pay for my baby pica, I actualli brought e wrong cheque book n now my cheque is dishonored!!! OMG!! Super throw face sia... LOL~ Lucky I realise it before the dealer call my dad. opps... hahaha... I forgotten I transfered to UOB bank den I this blur kuku issue cheque wif my Citibank... Den kanna $30 penalty some more. Argh!!! Sway sia.... Me n my blurness.... :(

I dunno why there's this sudden thut. But I feel tat maybe I'm better off being single? Have been single for like 7 mths? I kind of enjoy being single now. hahaha... though at times i wan someone to be there to cuddle n sayang me lah. But I hav my dearies to give me a hug any time :) It's nt tat I dun like him le. Juz tat after movie on Sun, somehow e feeling felt diff. Bcos I'm a sucker for attention, he's obviously nt giving me enuff. Yes, I noe he's busy but somehow, it's still lacking a bit lah. Den more demerit pts were given when he failed to call my Dad when we bumped into him on Sun nite. I tink it's basic courtesy. In my family, we pay high attention to politeness and being respectful to elders. So too bad for him la...

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Planning to go Vietnum wif AN. Cos he cldn't find anyone to go wif him n I'm yearning to take a break. So we thut might as well we both go together :) He's a true gentleman. So no need to worry :) Maybe will be meeting up one of these days to discuss further on e plan...

Overdued JB Trip photos... Finalli rem to brg my cable to upload e pics... hehehe.....

We met at Woodlands, Causeway Point for breakfast before setting off to Kranji to take 170 to Msia. We were lucky tat we managed to grab a seat each on e bus. hehehe... It took us abt an hr to touch dwn at JB. The new checkpoint is so nicely done tat we all agreed it looks like an airport :) The even amazing part is, it has a link bridge to City Sqaure.

Isk went to ask e lady at the visitor centre abt e shopping centres. Den I camwhore... hahaha....

Queuing up at City Square money changer.

Lunch was at Marybrown. These 2 kids wanna eat Marybrown.. LOL... they were so excited over e swing.....

I wanna take wif e swing too.... kekeke... actualli I'm excited too... hahahhaa...

Spotted anything?? Dun u tink they look like e chipmunk on e cups??? LOL~

The fries r cute too!!! Like kids meal like tat... hahaha...

My chicken wif mushroom sauce.... hmm... onli e fries taste nice.... e chicken is too salty.... :(

We watched Street Fighter at City Square! My first time watching movie in Msia lo! Though I went back there like 101 times liao... it onli cost RM10 for a weekend movie!!! Cheap sia!!

Not sure if u hav watched e movie Harold n Kumar Go to White Castle before... this is our version.... Iskandar & Kumar Go to Marybrown... hahahaha..... Enjoy!

Very random post... tink I caught e random-ness from Princess Qi.... LOL....

Had a impromptu dnr date wif my dearies on Wed. Enjoyed e hotpot dnr :) Greedy Ivan n Xiong had e buffet whereas Qi, Yu n I had ala carte hotpot cos we din wanna eat so much.... But we kept eyeing there food... :( If we din ate so much earlier n it's not so late at nite, i wld hav eaten buffet too... hahaha... anyway planning to got there again... we wan e buffet!!!!

Went to watch Hotel for Dogs last nite. The dogs r so cute!!! Not a bad show :) Though I'm nt a dog fanatic, i still love e show :) Dogs r cute but I wun hav a patience to keep one n I dun like it when their saliva drip all over me..... My fren got free tix from his boss n it cost $30 per tix!!! I was HUH??? Den da sao told me they doing fund raising for SPD. No wonder la... Den got goodie bag... all doggie stuff like dog food, dog shampoo, dog shower foam...... I gave all those to my fren cos he keeps a dog. Den he gave me e doggie soft toy. hahaha...

By e time I got home is pretty late le. Now feeling damn slpy sia... Showed my mum e fatty pics... She laughed n said u look cute mah... -.-"

Prince is getting heavier each day. Now I carry him huh, my arms will ache sia.... His face so round.. Looking like la bi xiao xin... lol....

I usu dun upload photos which I tink I look FAT n UGLY in it... But this is a rare chance so 'enjoy' e following photos... LOL~ I had a SHOCKED when I saw them. I was like, "HUH??!! I looked tat fat b4?? gosh!!!" Why I onli got to see these pics now when it's taken in 2007... cos tat time I went photography class wif one of my cols. And these were taken by him. Well, hav a gd laugh... hahaha....


OMG!!! Look at tat Fatty!!! Super flabby arms n chubby face!!

See those arms?? It's HUGE!!! Plus e tummy!! Somebody pls kill me!!!

Super ROUND face :(

This look slightly better BUT look at my waist!!! Where is it????

Better pic of e lot but still cn see my FAT arms n waist!!!

I better watch wat I eat sia... I dun wanna be like tat again!!! Den I suddenly rem something my fren said when I told him abt my ex hubby left me for a fatso. He damn imaginative loh. He told me tat ur ex hubby left n look for tat ugly fat woman cos u slimmed dwn liao he dun like. He got fetish for FATS. LOL~ tat's a nice one... hahaha... Come to tink of it, his ex used to be plump too. Den she went gym n slimmed dwn le (according to him la) den got dumped... hmmm.... Is tat a correlation?? hahaha....

Shldn't hav seen him yest. I'll get greedy wanting to see more of him :( I know he's onli free on Sundays. We cn onli meet up once a week. But yest short short meeting, he merely send me home from Parkway, is sufficient enough to keep me smiling this wide :D I noe I'm silly. But wat to do? I'm hua chi mah. LOL~ His smses will perk up my day. No matter how sucky I feel, his sms nv fail to make me smile *shy* I noe he's uber busy but he'll still find time to sms me n ask me how's my day. I realli appreciate tat. (Not like tat someone else from e past. He wld rather sms someone else than sms his own wife.... n when asked why nv sms her, he'll say I'm busy at work mah. How much time u need to type a sms?) He wld oso ask me to join his gatherings wif his frens which is so sweet of him. To me, e gasture of wanting to intro his frens to me is like accepting n wanting me to be part of his social circle. Plus points for him :P being together is not juz abt 2 person, it involves the family n frens. If they r receptive of this 'new addition' e likelihood of things working out is higher. How well u blend into each other's life is critical. At least it's critical at my side. As I cm frm a closely knitted family, my partner muz be able to click wif them n realli enjoy being part of it. My dearie once said, as we cm from such a big n close family, sometimes others dun understand why when I buy this for u, u'll say I wanna get it for my dearies too. The closeness we share is not seen everyday, everywhere. I sincerely treasure this heavenly gift. A feeling tells me tat if we progress to be together, he cn mix well wif my ohana :) cos his family backgrd is close to mine. Well, we r still at a very early stage now. Guess I tink too much again... hahaha.... Ok hua chi needs to go eat real FOOD!!! It's lunchtime!!!

It's been a week since I last blogged!!! Ultra busy last week :( but lucky weekend was well spent :D

Sat went JB wif my cols but will blog abt it when I upload my pics :P Wanna blog abt my date wif my special someone first. *blush

Sat we went to watch mn movie at Cathay. We watched The Wrestler. The movie wasn't tat nice though but I'm smiling cos he's sitting right next to me. Went ECP to chat until 5am after tat. Told him abt my divorce. I tink we need to be frank right frm e beginning if we wanna progress frm here. We both agreed to take things slowly frm here. Anyway he oso onli got time for me on Sundays.

Sunday, accom him to his fren's hse. Is this a gd sign tat he initiate to intro me to his frens even though we r not couple yet? Went to watch movie again after leaving his fren's pl. Watched The Reader, after 3 failed attempts to catch it previously, I'm determined to watch it cos it's gng to end soon. It's not bad but rather heavy n slow paced. If u r not into arty films, dun watch it. U'll fall aslp. The movie leaves u tinking abt e inner meaning, e morals behind e stories. Best part abt e movie? We held hands while watching e movie *shy. He has a nice shoulder to lean on too. kekeke...