I'm getting more emo nowadays. When he called n said he's not coming le, my tears juz dwell up. But I still hav to say, "u go back n rest then, since u r not feel well." Otherwise wat else cn I say? "I waited for u e whole nite n now u tell me u not meeting?" I'm juz being too nice ba. Realli nothing in e end. He ask whether i'm ok or i wan him to cm dwn. "Wat cn I say?" was my reply. "I cant possibly still wan u to cm when u already said u r feeling sick rite?" He said he wld definately cm if he cld. All these r juz words when u din delivery as promised. He oso said he'll make up to me. How? The damage already been done :( I'm not angry. Juz uber upset, disappointed n my heart hurts...

Dearie said, "coz just seeing him makes u smile. even if it's for a while with no surprise, am i rite?"

YES!

Shit, dearie's words made my tears rolled dwn. ARGH!