It's been a long time I 'abandoned' my blogging routing in office. Been busy clearing my cases cos it's year end!! Miss the morning reading blogs n blogging routine though. Well, din blog much lately oso bcos of the sensitivity of the things I intended to blog. It's considered CLASSIFIED. People can read my thoughts and use them against me. It's actualli a dangerous tool.
I wanna blog abt my lobstering trip at Kranji Reservior, my Melaka trip, my Standard Chartered Run.... but I cnt :( a lot of restrictions being imposed so stuff I can blog abt are onli general stuff and nothing personal. This is kinda killing me as I've lost an avenue for emotional outlet. boo!
Anyway, wanna share with my readers on an interesting blog I was reading lately. It's was a totally by chance thing I entered this HIGH CLASS SEX SHOP at 2nd Ave - Mr & Mrs Smith Couple Store. Call my kuku, I never heard if this place until I took a walk down the road after a super heavy dnr ard that area. I went in, had a guided tour and joined the mailing list. I tried not to blush... And they sent me the link to their blog. Realli interesting, read it :)
Here's some extracts from the blog:
"Let yourself go. Don’t be afraid to move, rock, grunt, scream, and cry during intimate moments. You want total release, so get used to reactions you might have when you lose control. Be silly! Be crazy! Be loud!"
- December 9, MASTER YOUR PLEASURE – For Women
"Prone to mood swings & unhappy feelings?
Prostoglandin, a hormone found only in semen, may be absorbed by the female genital tract, modulating female hormones that regulate your mood.American psychologist Gordon Gallup reported in 2002 that sexually active participants whose male partners did not use condoms were less subject to depression than those whose partners did!"
- November 25, SEX: HEALTH BOOSTER FOR WOMEN
"Want to be VERY STRONG & VERY MANLY?
Sex also boosts production of testosterone, which leads to stronger bones and muscles – and less effort needed at the gym!"
- November 23, SEX: HEALTH BOOSTER FOR MEN
Well, getting intimate with your spouse/partner is VERY important and it brings about soooo many benefits!! Some people they juz dun get it! Setting it as their lowest priority, giving excuses that work is too stressful, no time, tired from work... That's crap! Read this -> November 20, ESS-EE-EX: For Busy Individuals in a Demanding Working World .
So what are you waiting for?? Ladies, hit the malls and get urself a sexy lingerie!! Guys, be home early and get cosy wif her in bed. Show her the LOVE she needs!! Of cos, you need to practice safe sex hor! Family planning, I mean. Not casual sex. Not promoting casual sex, despite all the benefits having sex brings!!
Have fun!
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
My 'Baby' Brother is 21 today!!!
Aww... My darling bro turns 21 today. It felt like juz yesterday I bathe and fed him when he was a toddler... It's making me feel OLD!! -.-"
I still rem the time I brought him to the playground and he fell, cutting his chin. He got 2 stitiches from tat fall. Felt very guilty tat I din keep a close eye on him...
I still rem the times when my kor was away in NS I used to slp on my kor's bed and tell him bedtime stories, sing him lullaby... (cos he share room with Kor.)
There was one 'disgusting' incident. I dun rem wat we ate tat day but both of us juz kept farting. So we had a farting competition and see who can tahan in the stinko room longer. In e end we both surrender and ran out of the room. LOL~
At a point in time, as we grow up n having more other commitments, we drfited apart...
Rem the once he came knocking on my bedroom door and came crying in my room. I suddenly felt tat I hav neglected this little bro of mine. He was so bottled up wif troubles n have no outlet to talk to. I'm glad I was home tat nite for him. Though I dun say it everyday to him how much I dote n love him but I'm sure he knows tis jie jie is always here to lend him a helping hand, giving him support....
To my Darling Little Bro,
Today you have reached the door to freedom, to adulthood. Even so, you know you jie here will still take care of you like when you were young. Being protective of you and worrying about you. You know I'm always 嘴硬心嫰. Dun hesitate to come to me if you have any problems. I will be here for you like I always do.
Happy Birthday my dear bro! Have a wonderful birthday! muackz!
With love,
Jie
I still rem the time I brought him to the playground and he fell, cutting his chin. He got 2 stitiches from tat fall. Felt very guilty tat I din keep a close eye on him...
I still rem the times when my kor was away in NS I used to slp on my kor's bed and tell him bedtime stories, sing him lullaby... (cos he share room with Kor.)
There was one 'disgusting' incident. I dun rem wat we ate tat day but both of us juz kept farting. So we had a farting competition and see who can tahan in the stinko room longer. In e end we both surrender and ran out of the room. LOL~
At a point in time, as we grow up n having more other commitments, we drfited apart...
Rem the once he came knocking on my bedroom door and came crying in my room. I suddenly felt tat I hav neglected this little bro of mine. He was so bottled up wif troubles n have no outlet to talk to. I'm glad I was home tat nite for him. Though I dun say it everyday to him how much I dote n love him but I'm sure he knows tis jie jie is always here to lend him a helping hand, giving him support....
To my Darling Little Bro,
Today you have reached the door to freedom, to adulthood. Even so, you know you jie here will still take care of you like when you were young. Being protective of you and worrying about you. You know I'm always 嘴硬心嫰. Dun hesitate to come to me if you have any problems. I will be here for you like I always do.
Happy Birthday my dear bro! Have a wonderful birthday! muackz!
With love,
Jie
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
爱心早餐
Nothing beats the goodiness of 爱心早餐 :) How many times we take the bfast our mums made for granted? Sometimes we din even eat before running off to work or to school. I appreciate my mum's effort and wld eat before i leave home for work. But today, my 笨蛋宝贝 made me bfast :D Look at the spread!!! OMG!!! He tinks I pig ah?? Eat so MUCH??? He said the Koko Krunch is contingency plan. In case the 'real' bfast' din 'survive' the journey from CCK to office. Tat's my 笨蛋宝贝, being thoughtful n sweet!
Take a close up on the yummylicious sandwich!!! LOOK wat's in there!!! WOW!!! Egg mayo, tomato, ham & cheese!!! The bread was 'skinned' n toasted!!! Aww.... I love my 笨蛋宝贝 ;P Now super full after the BIG bfast... Shall eat e Koko Krunch for lunch later.... hee!Tuesday, November 24, 2009
雪狼湖
Introducing the Commandos fav dessert at Changi Village - 雪狼湖!!! (I think it's written this way??) Well, dun ask me why it's call tat, maybe you can go ask the auntie when u go there to try out this dessert :) I LOVE it the first time I tried it. The fragrance of the red tea jelly is so alluring. I made me wanting to go back for more, to savour it's wonderful taste... Slurp! Btw peeps, this dessert is NOT on the menu. Wat's shown on the menu is juz longan red tea jelly. So you have to special order this :D it's a MUST try the next time you are at Changi Village!Erm... as for the cost... How much can it be??? (I dunno cos not I pay... ;p) it's dessert at hawker leh!
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Fishball Noodles
A story about Fishball Noodles....
A couple met over a bowl of fishball noodles. How? He was always ordering from the same stall, sitting at the same corner and have his fishball noodles alone. Across the table at the other end, sat a ger, also ordered fishball noodles from the same stall, sitting at the same place to eat her noodles. He always notice her eating the noodles first and not touching the fishballs only until the end of her meal. He ponders, "Why does she do that?" It's a burning question he wanted to ask.
One day, at the same place, the guy saw the lady again. Instead of sitting down at his usual corner, he went over n sat in front of the ger.
Guy, "Hi."
Ger, "..."
Guy feeling a bit paiseh cos the ger ignored him but since already 'throw face' liao, he continue with the 'conversation'.
"Hi again. Erm... I always see u sitting at the same place eating fishball noodles from the same stall. So do I." Flashing his widest smile hoping she'll reponse.
"Yah."
"Erm... I happened to notice that you always leave the fishballs to the last. Why huh?"
She juz gave him a smile shrugged her shoulders.
"You dun like?"
She juz smile again.
After a few 'meetings', the ger slowly opened up n they started dating..... Their fav dating spot? The place where fishball noodles brought them tgt. As usual, they will order fishball noodles. But now, he will 'help' her to clear away her fishballs, since she doesn't like them anyway..... This went on for 3 yrs. Everytime he'll 'help' her to eat the fishballs and she juz let him have them. Eventually, they got married.
One fine day, guy finalli asked the ger again.
"Darling, why do you always order fishball noodles and you dun eat the fishballs? You can always order some other noodles ah."
Ger gave him a loving smile and said, "Baby, I never once said that I dun like fishballs. I LOVE them! Otherwise, why would I be eating it everytime?"
Guy was stunned! "Den why you always let me have them when you love it? And why do you always leave them till the end to eat?"
"Cos you love to eat them too, dun you? Though I love to eat fishballs but I love the happy look on your face even more when you eat them. I leave them till the end cos it's juz my habit. I'll leave those I love to eat for the last."
Guy was touched. He pulled his darling wife into his arms and hugged her real tight.....
xxx
You like the story? Someone told me this story, but I mod a bit ;p I love to eat fishball noodles too. I used to order it everytime when my parents bring me out to eat. It's rare that my family eat out when I was young cos my mum would cook. I dunno what to order so I will say I wanna eat fishball noodles everytime. LOL~
My affinity with fishball noodles goes a long way... I used to hav them as breakfast every Sunday morning. There's oso the incidents of 'flying' fishballs.... anyway, my post today is not juz abt fishball noodles, but also abt eating habits.
Do you notice the sequence you eat your meals? Do you eat those you like first? Or those you dun like first? Or juz mix-n-match, you dun realli care you eat what first?
If you are the type who eat those you dun like first, you belong to the type whereby you can endure hardship in order to achieve what you want in life. You have the patience to wait and go thr' the shit before embracing the sweet fruit of victory. You are generally more well organised and plan your future.
If you are the type who eat those you like first, you are generally less patient. You know how to enjoy life and have the live for the moment attitude. Whatever the future might be, you couldn't care less, as long as you are happy now. The shit you gonna get in the future is for the future to worry abt.
If you are the mix-n-match type, you are someone who is well balanced in life. You jaga your time well and you know when is the time to have fun and when to be serious. You look at things from both side and hence having the tendency to think too much, making you indecisive.
Next time when you are having a lunch/dinner date and you dunno how to break the ice, try telling them the fishball story and ask them the eating habit question :) Well, whether it's accurate anot, tat's not the point, at least, you get the ball rolling!
Hope you guys like today's post. Everytime blog abt where to find good n cheap food oso abit sian. Bring your date to a lo-man-tic place but both sit there stare at each other oso very weird. Your friendly blog master here thut for everything. From your pocket to the topics you can chat over the delicious meals :) Bon appetite!
A couple met over a bowl of fishball noodles. How? He was always ordering from the same stall, sitting at the same corner and have his fishball noodles alone. Across the table at the other end, sat a ger, also ordered fishball noodles from the same stall, sitting at the same place to eat her noodles. He always notice her eating the noodles first and not touching the fishballs only until the end of her meal. He ponders, "Why does she do that?" It's a burning question he wanted to ask.
One day, at the same place, the guy saw the lady again. Instead of sitting down at his usual corner, he went over n sat in front of the ger.
Guy, "Hi."
Ger, "..."
Guy feeling a bit paiseh cos the ger ignored him but since already 'throw face' liao, he continue with the 'conversation'.
"Hi again. Erm... I always see u sitting at the same place eating fishball noodles from the same stall. So do I." Flashing his widest smile hoping she'll reponse.
"Yah."
"Erm... I happened to notice that you always leave the fishballs to the last. Why huh?"
She juz gave him a smile shrugged her shoulders.
"You dun like?"
She juz smile again.
After a few 'meetings', the ger slowly opened up n they started dating..... Their fav dating spot? The place where fishball noodles brought them tgt. As usual, they will order fishball noodles. But now, he will 'help' her to clear away her fishballs, since she doesn't like them anyway..... This went on for 3 yrs. Everytime he'll 'help' her to eat the fishballs and she juz let him have them. Eventually, they got married.
One fine day, guy finalli asked the ger again.
"Darling, why do you always order fishball noodles and you dun eat the fishballs? You can always order some other noodles ah."
Ger gave him a loving smile and said, "Baby, I never once said that I dun like fishballs. I LOVE them! Otherwise, why would I be eating it everytime?"
Guy was stunned! "Den why you always let me have them when you love it? And why do you always leave them till the end to eat?"
"Cos you love to eat them too, dun you? Though I love to eat fishballs but I love the happy look on your face even more when you eat them. I leave them till the end cos it's juz my habit. I'll leave those I love to eat for the last."
Guy was touched. He pulled his darling wife into his arms and hugged her real tight.....
xxx
You like the story? Someone told me this story, but I mod a bit ;p I love to eat fishball noodles too. I used to order it everytime when my parents bring me out to eat. It's rare that my family eat out when I was young cos my mum would cook. I dunno what to order so I will say I wanna eat fishball noodles everytime. LOL~
My affinity with fishball noodles goes a long way... I used to hav them as breakfast every Sunday morning. There's oso the incidents of 'flying' fishballs.... anyway, my post today is not juz abt fishball noodles, but also abt eating habits.
Do you notice the sequence you eat your meals? Do you eat those you like first? Or those you dun like first? Or juz mix-n-match, you dun realli care you eat what first?
If you are the type who eat those you dun like first, you belong to the type whereby you can endure hardship in order to achieve what you want in life. You have the patience to wait and go thr' the shit before embracing the sweet fruit of victory. You are generally more well organised and plan your future.
If you are the type who eat those you like first, you are generally less patient. You know how to enjoy life and have the live for the moment attitude. Whatever the future might be, you couldn't care less, as long as you are happy now. The shit you gonna get in the future is for the future to worry abt.
If you are the mix-n-match type, you are someone who is well balanced in life. You jaga your time well and you know when is the time to have fun and when to be serious. You look at things from both side and hence having the tendency to think too much, making you indecisive.
Next time when you are having a lunch/dinner date and you dunno how to break the ice, try telling them the fishball story and ask them the eating habit question :) Well, whether it's accurate anot, tat's not the point, at least, you get the ball rolling!
Hope you guys like today's post. Everytime blog abt where to find good n cheap food oso abit sian. Bring your date to a lo-man-tic place but both sit there stare at each other oso very weird. Your friendly blog master here thut for everything. From your pocket to the topics you can chat over the delicious meals :) Bon appetite!
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
有朋拉面饺子馆
有朋拉面饺子馆
Beauty World Centre Hawker
Being a fan of 小笼包 & 饺子 this is a definately a gift to let me find tis place :) Or shld I say, I muz thank my baobei for bringing me there? hee~ It's located in a hawker centre so how expensive can it get? Price aside, I'm sure u'll not be disappointed with the taste as well :D
Ordered the 小笼包, $7 for 10! Ok one like need $0.70 but den again, if u go Crytal Jade or Ding Tai Fung, how much will it cost u?? Trust me, this is better! Ok the skin although is not as thin as those found at the classy expensive chinese restaurant BUT it serves a purpose. How many times we tried so hard not to break the skin so the tasty 'juice' will not flow out n get wasted? It's the WHOLE purpose of eating 小笼包 isn't it? For the soup tat's inside! So this skin is SLIGHTLY thicker so it doesn't breaks so easily. So how u eat 小笼包? Bite off the top to create a hole. Den u sip the soup from the top. I tell u, the soup is heavenly. Baobei told me he had nv tried any 小笼包 as gd as this. I do hav to agree with him. The soup is so sweet. Simply delicious!!
Beauty World Centre Hawker
Being a fan of 小笼包 & 饺子 this is a definately a gift to let me find tis place :) Or shld I say, I muz thank my baobei for bringing me there? hee~ It's located in a hawker centre so how expensive can it get? Price aside, I'm sure u'll not be disappointed with the taste as well :D
Ordered the 小笼包, $7 for 10! Ok one like need $0.70 but den again, if u go Crytal Jade or Ding Tai Fung, how much will it cost u?? Trust me, this is better! Ok the skin although is not as thin as those found at the classy expensive chinese restaurant BUT it serves a purpose. How many times we tried so hard not to break the skin so the tasty 'juice' will not flow out n get wasted? It's the WHOLE purpose of eating 小笼包 isn't it? For the soup tat's inside! So this skin is SLIGHTLY thicker so it doesn't breaks so easily. So how u eat 小笼包? Bite off the top to create a hole. Den u sip the soup from the top. I tell u, the soup is heavenly. Baobei told me he had nv tried any 小笼包 as gd as this. I do hav to agree with him. The soup is so sweet. Simply delicious!!
The delicious 锅贴 is selling at $6 for 10.
Although I prefer 饺子 to 锅贴, this is a MUST try!!! I'm a BIG fan of 饺子 whereby I can eat 20 饺子 all by myself at one go. Since my baobei say must give this a try, I agreed :) And I'm so glad I did! the 锅贴 is not fried like some places and only the base is pan fried. Crispy on the bottom n soft on the top. Be careful when you eat this special 锅贴. Bite it vertically upwards at a corner when you eat. Cos similar to the 小笼包, this has soup in it too!!! WOW! Can u imagine tat?? The soup is so sweeeet..... Thinking of it now is making me drool...
Where to find such delicious 小笼包 & 锅贴 n not burn ur pocket? It's a pl I will definately go back again to try other stuff, esp my 饺子!! Hee~
Note: the waiting time cn be a bit long cos it's made-to-order :)
Monday, November 2, 2009
2am dessert bar
2am dessert bar
21a lorong liput holland village
tel: 6291 9727
Taste of Spain10 Oct to 9 Nov
Platter $28
*Wine Pairing $48
Love the atmosphere that though the desserts pricing are abit on the high side. But I'm not complaining cos it sure tastes good and e comfort level is there as u enjoy ur beautiful desserts :) e wine paired goes realli well with the desserts. I love the wines on their own too. Every mouth is like a bliss. Smiling to myself wif every bite. Immerse in the wonderful after taste sweetness... Definately wanna go back there for more.
They have the 10 course desert menu. Definately wan to go back n try tat. Been thinking abt it since e day I went there.
The pairing wines. Nice colour combi :) It's all abt taste n presentation!
We love the wine so much tat we requested the waitress to brg us the bottles and we took pics of them. Still haven been able to find them outside :( This is our no. 1 fav!
No. 2
No. 3Brg ur special someone there for a nice chillout one weekend. Juz lay on e bedlike sofa n relax. Chat abt anything under the sun, glaze into his or her eyes.... Enjoy tat special moment, embrace the simple pleasure n bliss in life :) Simplicity is beauty.
Friends vs Acquaintances
Taking a break from blogging on Foodie....
Cos I had a wonderful weekend with meine Familie (it means My Family in German), I wanna blog abt it :P It puts me pondering over the Friends & Acquaintances issue.
This was taken on Fri nite. We went Holland V to chill tat nite. We r all 'related' in family terms... LOL!
Taken on Sat (Halloween Nite) at Alps Cafe. We are a crazy bunch.
Cos I had a wonderful weekend with meine Familie (it means My Family in German), I wanna blog abt it :P It puts me pondering over the Friends & Acquaintances issue.
This was taken on Fri nite. We went Holland V to chill tat nite. We r all 'related' in family terms... LOL!
Taken on Sat (Halloween Nite) at Alps Cafe. We are a crazy bunch.It's amazing how we came tgt as frens n sharing we secrets, emotions & feelings. We have the mutual trust & understanding, being there for each other and we care right from the heart. We hang out, laugh, joke n get wasted tgt. We communicate on the same frequency and sometimes, we dun even hav to say it out, we know n understand. That's the kind of 默契 we share. Calling u the first instant something emo appearing on ur FB status. Throwing everything aside n rushing dwn for u when u needed someone. Having frens like them, sometimes left me wondering whether is there a need for me to hav a bf? If e bf is sucky, I'm better off wo one. If e bf is always not there when u need him, having frens like mine, wld definately make u better off.
Why we r closer to some frens n onli remind as acquaintances for some? well, communication is impt b/w frens too. If the freq is not insync, it juz prevents the frenship to dev further as mutual understanding stage cnt be reached.
Some ppl make 'frens' with a purpose. Cos they r benefical to them. I hate this kind of superficial fakies. They juz irks me. I know I used to be one too. But after going thr e shit n emerged with e help of my true frens, I realised the importance of frenship n wat it means to be frens. I treat my frens with sincerity. Even if they wanna betray me or wearing a mask in front of me, tat's their choice. I know I treat them well from my heart, tat's gd enuff. Those who dun will get wat they deserves one way or another. Everything comes wif a price and I believe in e 3 fold law.
Monday, October 26, 2009
La Petite Cuisine
La Petite Cuisine (Serene Centre)#01-05, 10 Jalan Serene S(258748), Serene Centre
Tel: 6314 3173
Tucked in the corner of Serene Centre lies La Petite Cuisine, a French eatery with delicate touch. It's a tiny establishment estimated not more than 20 tables, recommend to go there around 7pm and sit at the tables at the outside garden. Pretty romantic to dine with candle lights :D Their menu has pretty wide selections at affordable price.
You have to place your orders at the cashier and one good news is they do not charge GST! They accept credit cards but no Amex please :) Ice water is also self service, that's why no service charge and GST!
Top up $3 to get the soup :) The soup selection is found at the blackboard above the cashier, not found in the menu. The bread are complimentary and they are served warm! Nice crispy crust. The Potato Leek I ordered taste great... Thinking of it now makes my mouth watery... LOL~
Here's the main course, Duck breast+salad+gratin. Special set for 2 for that day and cost us $42. The salad is good stuff! They don't use the usual lettuce or butterhead, but expensive veges which I dun really know the names! hahaha! The gratin are sliced potatoes instead of the usual chucky types. Taste superb too!! I can be bias cos I love potatoes! hee! As for the duck breast, I din know duck meat can be cooked medium raw too. LOL~ It tastes so GOOOOOD that I can still taste the lingering taste of it after the meal, 齿颊留香!!Enjoyed my dinning experiance there as I prefer small places like this and not over crowded or over advertised till too commercialised. I love food which are cooked with passion and this special ingredient made the food exceptionally delicious!
Stay tuned for more food updates in my next post! (wipe that saliva off ur mouth u glutton pig!!!)
Sunday, October 25, 2009
RELISH
RELISH501 Bukit Timah Road
#02-01 Cluny Court
A fren brought me to tis cosy lit'l restaurant at Cluny Court one day. I've been to Cluny Court before but I din know there's a restaurant up at the 2nd floor! Nice cosy, romantic atmosphere. A good place to bring ur partner for a lovely dnr :)
I took this cos I tink it looks kinda nice :D n can let u peeps take a look at the menu too. hee!
I simply love the lightings, decor, setting....
One MUST try the Wild Rocket Burger! (it's beef, FYI.) My fren n I simply love it! The pattie tastes so goooood n e tenderness is juz rite. Of cos, u dun order a well done one lah... I love the caesar salad too. Ok nothing facinating abt salads, juz tat I'm on diet so I ordered that. Ha! That's not calamari over there, it's onion rings! Saw another table ordering it so being onion ring lovers, we ordered too :D Taste ordinary though... :(
This is oso a MUST try desert. Their 招牌 desert, Strawberry Cheesecake :) well ladies, wed is their ladies nite, wif every main course u ordered, u get a free desert of ur choice! Hee~ heng heng e day I went was a wed.... so got this for free!
Changed a new blogskin. Wanna find one in blue but cldn't find a nice one... still end up wif a pinky blogskin... zzz...
A new skin new stuff to share wif my readers. Been blogging abt my love life for the past 1yr+, kinda tired le. it's been an 'eventful' 1 yr. Wanna blog abt another love of my, which is FOOD! I love eating so wld like to share wif my readers e HAPPY food I ate :D I call them happy food cos eating delicious foodie makes one happy :D at least it does for me :) So dear readers, no more romance novel for u guys...
A new skin new stuff to share wif my readers. Been blogging abt my love life for the past 1yr+, kinda tired le. it's been an 'eventful' 1 yr. Wanna blog abt another love of my, which is FOOD! I love eating so wld like to share wif my readers e HAPPY food I ate :D I call them happy food cos eating delicious foodie makes one happy :D at least it does for me :) So dear readers, no more romance novel for u guys...
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
如果有一天我不再烦你
如果有一天，你拨我的电话号码，语音告诉你我已经停机。答应我不可以难过，不可以失落；不可以想我，更加不要记得有这样一个我。如果有一天，你的手机不再频繁的响起，请不要等待，不要期盼，更加不要想找到我，只有看到这样的一个你，我才可以放心的离开。
如果有一天，你的耳边不再有人说烦人，讨厌。不再有人固执的说自己永远是正确的，不再有人粗鲁的对你发脾气。不再有人和你讨价还价的想多讲几分钟电话，不再有人在挂电话之前吵着要你亲亲和抱抱。这样的一个我消失了，你会难过吗？
如果有一天，你的短信收件箱里，不再有人可怜兮兮的说距离你回家还有几分几秒，不再有人恶狠狠的说再不和我说话我就揍你拉，不再有人撒娇的说你讨厌说你坏，不再有人在做错事情之后悔恨不已的责备自己不对。不再有人胡言乱语，不再有人长嘘短叹，不再有人时而温顺的对你言听计从，又突然大呼小喝的对你乱发脾气。你失去了这样的一个我，会失落吗？
到了那样的一天，我还是希望你有一点点的难过，一点点的失落，一点点的想我，只要有一点点关于我的记忆就好，真的只要一点点就好。
如果有一天，你打开电脑，我的头像变成了永远的灰色，不要说我不守承诺，是我感觉到累了，倦了，也真的受伤了。
如果有一天，你的生活中没有了我，请记住我对你的好，我的任性，固执；我的宽容，关怀。我毫不着边际的孩子话，我的疯话，傻话，伤心时候流着泪，无奈时候叹着气说过的话。可是你要记得，我们虽然在地球的不同角落，但是我们头上顶着同一片蓝天，脚下踏着同一片绿草地，呼吸着一样的空气，或许这里能找到你的味道。
如果有一天，你的记忆中没有了我，不要忘记我们在一起的每一分每一秒，不要忘记我喜欢什么，讨厌什么，觉得什么是幸福，什么是痛苦。而我无论如何都不会忘记任何一个关于你记忆的片断，你习惯什么，反感什么。觉得什么是快乐，什么是悲伤。感情世界里，没有公平两个字，我不会计较这些，我们在一起的那两个月,会是我这辈子里最美丽的回忆。我还要你记得答应过我什么，许诺过我什么，可是我不好，不乖，不守承诺，我没有等到你彻底忘记了，重新幸福起来的时候就离开了；没有陪你走到痛苦结束的时候，没有等你真正快乐起来的时候，就逃开了。
如果有一天，你的生命中不再有我，一定不可以记得我的存在，我的痕迹，因为我害怕你会失落，会难过，会想我，这一切不是因为你喜欢我，爱我，而是习惯了我每天的电话，每天的留言，我的胡搅蛮缠，我对你的依赖。当一个人的生命中习惯了另一个人存在的时候，即使没有喜欢和爱，他依旧会感到失落，会有点难过，会想他，虽然我是一个喜欢嫉妒，脾气很大，霸道，更加不能容忍我喜欢的人爱着别人的人。但是我依然希望你过的比我好，希望看到你幸福的过着每一天。
如果有一天你的前世和今生都不再有我，当原本就不太坚强的我面对这一刻的时候，我不清楚我会怎么样？而你依旧是你，你会看到我躲在角落里的苦恼懊悔吗？会感觉到我无时无刻不陪伴在你的身边吗？尽管你叹气的时候我不会再去安慰你，难过的时候不会再陪你一起难过，心碎的时候不会再去陪你一起心碎，曾经我做的这一切，你都未曾察觉到，未曾看到，你的记忆，你的生命，你的世界不再有我的时候，我更加清楚的这样的时候，你不会有一点点的难过，一点点的失落，一点点的想我，一点点的关于我的任何记忆。
当这一天到来的时候，是我真的绝望，真的心碎，真的疲倦了。因为有太多太多的时候，我都是装，虽然我总是装作无所谓，可是我真的不在乎吗？而你呢？会在乎我的一切吗？可是我会很自责，会恨我自己，因为我做了一个不守承诺的人。我答应过你任何时候都不会离开你。你对我说过，你不知道如果有一天我离开你了，你会怎么样？我懂，其实都是我不好，我不该让你生活中，生命里，有我的存在，我该做一个默默守候你的爱人，默默承担一切，偷偷等你，想你的人。可是我把一切一切都表现了出来，你知道了，清楚了，了解了，最终感动了，可是我却离开了。
今天陌生的，是昨天熟悉的……
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Monday, August 17, 2009
I posted I was tempted to get the Pixon 2 earlier on... but I bought Omnia 2 instead.... well have to compromise on the camera fxn but this is slimmer n my C905 is making me frustrated.... Got this baby on Sat :D din hav to pay much cost starhub gave me $150 voucher n my old hp cn fetch abt $200 :DBought my Photo Printer too :D Cannon Slephy 780. Had fun printing photos since I bought it. keke... 2 things on my wish list down... Left my bag n camera.... Found e bag I wanna buy but this mth already spent on the hp n printer so gonna wait next mth... Den e camera I tink will temporarily shelf it first.... I still have my canon G7.. juz a bit too big n heavy.... n dun take nice self take pics.... kinda difficult in fact... cos too bulky la.....
Happy wif my buys :D but me broke again....
Long overdued post on my Sports Day :p Well, I trained hard n I'm rewarded but most of the credits hav to go to my team mates, esp my 2 idols, Yiwei n Dilip :D They made my GOLD medal possible!!! My division got the overall Champion too!!! WOOHOO!!!!
All the medalists of CNR (my div). We won nearly every event!!!! They r superb!!! Exciting n fun filled day at Yio Chu Kang Stadium on 31 Jul 09 :D
Me & my Medal!!!
It's GOLD not bronze!!!!
Champion!!!!
The Dream Team.... 4x400m mixed relay. We made it happened!!! Thanks guys!!!
Receving the medal :D
V-I-C-T-O-R-Y
All the medalists of CNR (my div). We won nearly every event!!!! They r superb!!! Exciting n fun filled day at Yio Chu Kang Stadium on 31 Jul 09 :D
Me & my Medal!!!
It's GOLD not bronze!!!!
Champion!!!!
The Dream Team.... 4x400m mixed relay. We made it happened!!! Thanks guys!!!
Receving the medal :D
V-I-C-T-O-R-YFeels like back to sch again. It's fun!!!! They make my working life fun n colourful... Thanks everyone :D If I hav to leave, it'll be u all who will make me wan to stay on n endure.... Hugz!
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