The weather nowadays is realli terok sia. Can be so hot one moment then later heavy rain. Sianz.

CY saw my blog yest n gave me a mathematical formula. He said r/s cnt half-half de. 2 halves doesn't make 1 whole, cos,

0.5 x 0.5 = 0.25

So onli 2 whole hearted person cn have a blissful r/s together cos,

1 x 1 = 1

wait till I cn put in whole heartedly then I cn start committing in another r/s. But this is e tricky part. When cn I ever put in whole heartedly? Everytime I thut of e pain I went thr, how it felt still etched very clearly in my mind. It juz deters me from moving forward. I hate ppl who dunno wat they wan in a r/s. Now, I myself is like tat. I'm still standing at e cliff, enjoying e breeze. Not ready to leap n fall.

风轻轻的吹 长发随着风飘逸
仿佛闻到那熟悉的香气
回忆也在脑海里慢慢浮现

温柔的眼睛 甜甜的笑容
仿佛时间就停留在那一刻
相爱的两个人互相依尉

画面模糊了 泪从眼角流下
仿佛失去了生命的行尸
呆坐在冷冰冰的双人房

害怕孤单的她 抱着回忆做伴
勉强微笑的她 握着幻想的手
寻找着消失的支柱