Repeat the track 《为你写诗》 on my mp3 player whole morning on my way to work. Then thut abt a lot stuff. Call me a coward, I couldn't take e step forward so I withdraw back into my turtle shell. I din wan to give myself pressure, also not to give anyone pressure. I will get paraniod when I sms e guy n recevie no reply. Cos of wat happened in e past, I got the paraniod syndrome. This is bad. I tink this will cause any guy to feel pressurized n uneasy. Got to curb this otherwise I cnt open up myself.

我决定, 收回被动摇的心。

Weil es gibt eine Möglichkeit, die ich verliebe Sie.