I haven been diligently updating my blog :P I'm both busy wif work n personal life loh. But I hav been a gd ger cos this week I din go 'Flying' :) Need to take a break from the late nites, alcohol.... Been such a long time since I last went jogging on Sun morning. Nearly died. Hahaha... But it feels gd to sweat it out :D Woke up a bit late so e sun was freaking hot sia! Kanna roasted :(

Met Noah for lunch on Thu. Yes, it's Noah, u din see wrongly. The first love of my life. The first bf I brought hm to show my mum. After sooooo many yrs, he still look the same. Nice chatting wif him. Like old frens now. No more heartaches. It took me abt a yr to totalli get over him after our breakup. Though I initiated it, I feel e pain too k? I cnt bare to but I wanted to end it cos I felt we were not meant for each other. We had too much differences. We still met up for a while after e breakup. But after something which he said to me, I stopped contacting him completely. Until recently, we got in touch again. Tat was like after 7 long yrs? Noah was e one who changed me from e cold blooded person to someone who noes wat is love, becoming someone with emotions....

Looking forward to xmas so I cn take a short short break frm work. AN invited me to his chalet. Dunno when was e last time I went chalet sia. He wan me to go there n keep him company cos he dun wanna feel outcast when everyone there is attached.... I noe how tat feels... So is this AN my new beau? Well, he's a nice guy who cn get pretty shy wif gers. Somehow, he reminded me of one of my ex bf... Too much similarities ba. The first time I met him I got tat feel already... So get attracted to guys of e same qualities? lol~ I like guys who takes initiatives. But this one is a bit slow in taking initiative.....

Was chatting wif EE e other day. He asked me what type of guy I like. It seems like I got so many bees ard me but I dun like any of them. I told him my criteria, he said, "Onli ur ex husband fit tat describtion!" I oso noe tat! If not, why wld I ever be so blinded to marry him in e first pl? -.-" The EE added, "U already kanna hurt once by such man, so u wanna get hurt again?" Of cos I dun! But... a person's pref is hard to change rite? :(