I haven been diligently updating my blog :P I'm both busy wif work n personal life loh. But I hav been a gd ger cos this week I din go 'Flying' :) Need to take a break from the late nites, alcohol.... Been such a long time since I last went jogging on Sun morning. Nearly died. Hahaha... But it feels gd to sweat it out :D Woke up a bit late so e sun was freaking hot sia! Kanna roasted :(

Met Noah for lunch on Thu. Yes, it's Noah, u din see wrongly. The first love of my life. The first bf I brought hm to show my mum. After sooooo many yrs, he still look the same. Nice chatting wif him. Like old frens now. No more heartaches. It took me abt a yr to totalli get over him after our breakup. Though I initiated it, I feel e pain too k? I cnt bare to but I wanted to end it cos I felt we were not meant for each other. We had too much differences. We still met up for a while after e breakup. But after something which he said to me, I stopped contacting him completely. Until recently, we got in touch again. Tat was like after 7 long yrs? Noah was e one who changed me from e cold blooded person to someone who noes wat is love, becoming someone with emotions....

Looking forward to xmas so I cn take a short short break frm work. AN invited me to his chalet. Dunno when was e last time I went chalet sia. He wan me to go there n keep him company cos he dun wanna feel outcast when everyone there is attached.... I noe how tat feels... So is this AN my new beau? Well, he's a nice guy who cn get pretty shy wif gers. Somehow, he reminded me of one of my ex bf... Too much similarities ba. The first time I met him I got tat feel already... So get attracted to guys of e same qualities? lol~ I like guys who takes initiatives. But this one is a bit slow in taking initiative.....

Was chatting wif EE e other day. He asked me what type of guy I like. It seems like I got so many bees ard me but I dun like any of them. I told him my criteria, he said, "Onli ur ex husband fit tat describtion!" I oso noe tat! If not, why wld I ever be so blinded to marry him in e first pl? -.-" The EE added, "U already kanna hurt once by such man, so u wanna get hurt again?" Of cos I dun! But... a person's pref is hard to change rite? :(

I know I have been lazy again... But then again, I'm very busy oso loh... No time to upload e pics. Busy like hell at work. Still came back on Sat to work :(

Anyway, a lot of long long overdued photos... Juz managed to upload them today....

Chill out at Cityspace wif CY again on 13 Nov :) It was impromtu as my KTV session was cancelled. Then he see me so upset so he jio me go chillout :) He's always so nice. We simply LOVE the pizza at Cityspace! The BEST pizza we ever had! Should really try it!!!

Presenting my D&D (Dinner & Drinks) buddy - CY :)

This is how my table looks at work. So messy :( I hate it when it's this messy... sigh... Nv ending work. Still need to go do spot checks.... When times r bad, I'll hav more work to do..... Then with more work, doesn't mean more pay. Heard tat no bonus this yr!!! Sian... no motivation :(

14 Nov, my Division Year End Party. Kampung theme. This hut realli cute loh. My col made it himself k? The plants r real, so it the coconut at the corner!!!

The Kacang Putih man. He's one of my col too :) Rem the guy who dress up as cupid with me last year? He's the one.

21 Nov. Went to Disney Live! With Huiyu Dearie :) I bought her a pair for her 21st bday. Then she brought me to go wif her. hehe...

We had our dnr at Kallang Leisure Park b4 the show.

Her teriyakki chicken pasta. Sweet sweet de :)

I ordered Seafood miso, but they gave me mushroom miso instead :( taste not bad at first. but e more i eat, e more i find it salty :( Then our soup was given cold. Went to inform the staff, they din change the soup, instead they microwave it. Come back, onli slightly warm :( Disappointed with the service.

The onli pic we took during the show. Cos my cam is not tat gd enuff to take gd pics of the performance. Then HY's cam died on her :( I find e dwarfs realli cute!!! But the 3 princes n princesses were disappointing :( Not beautiful up to our expectation....

During interval we went to patronise the stalls outside. This cup cost $15 each!!! With or w/o the ice ball same price. Being e cheapo us, we hav it wif ice. Regretted. Cos the ice sux!!! Who ask us to be cheapo sia. lol~

I bought these for her :) We took the display cos the new ones look horrible... the fur looks cheapo n the face looks pirated.... we concluded tat e displays r of a diff quality... so we very 'auntie' n asked e stall assistant to sell us e display :P

I'm no fan of Mickey n Minnie, but I hav to admit they r cute lah :)

We both wanna watch Disnet on ICE! hope we cn win the tix :D Then HY asked me, is Mu Lan a princess too?? Hmm... I dun tink so wor...... the ang mohs got it wrong???

Tada~ HY bought e princess cup for me :) It is now on my table in office :D

We 'hide' at a corner to take this pic. lol~

Now my turn :P

It was an enjoyable nite. Not bcos of the show, but time spent wif my dearie :) Hugz!

Weekend was fully packed with all my time devoted to my Dearies :D Super love them!!! The themed party - Childhood, gave me the excuse to act cute. lol~

I set this as my HP wallpaper :D My one and onli darling didi. Makes me smile everytime I look at my HP now. Can pass off looking like his gf?? lol.. his gf is prettier loh... kekeke....

More pics of the party up later when I get them :) Stay tuned!!!

Sigh. Everytime receive email on the issue, it dampen my mood. When I'm not in very high spirits in e first pl :(

Is it me again?? My appts for this week like one after another kanna cancelled :( When a person is sway huh, nothing gd cross e path. Sigh.

Looking forward to fri nite n sat. Onli my dearies can make me smile now.

Yest met Da Sao for dnr cos Kor is on reservist. Wanna keep her company oso to shop for bday prezzie :) Gotten wat I set out to do. So happy. Cant wait to see the 幸福 face on the receiver :D I love doing some little things for e ones I care n see e 幸福 expression on their faces. It makes me feel 幸福 too. But nv take my care n concern for granted.

Was tinking abt this.. Is it me or guys r like tat?

They cn juz suddenly go MIA n totalli out of contact.
Or they cn be real nice to u one moment, then e next, they treat u like shit or machiam dunno u at all.
Or ask u out then tell u, "Sorrie I cnt make it." when u r like looking forward to it.
Or they say, "I like you, but I'm not ready for commitment."
Or they say, "I will let u know whether we are meeting anot." Then they nv call. If u cnt make it, at least hav e courtesy to inform?
Or u start to ignore them then they will try to grap ur attention back by doing something sweet for u. U stayed then they 'act cool' n treat u like dirt again.

Who says Women are hard to understand? Men are equally worse. Men, e root to women's prob.

I'm getting more n more lazy. haha... I've uploaded e pics for kor's bday in my facebook :) If u wanna view them go to my facebook ba... paiseh huh. realli too busy to realli blog properly. Put 1 nice nice one here in case u cnt find me in facebook.....


Mr Unemployed jio me go lunch today. Raining so I suggest go Capital Twr eat. Walk here n there finalli settle dwn to eat western food. Realli CMI ah e restaurant. Sigh. Food sucks n we hav to wait super long to be served!!! E food took forever to come loh. Some more dun taste nice :( Then he commented tat I lost wt le!!! Hehehehe.... so happi!!!! :D Maybe lately too stressed out at work so lost wt ba. Took MC abt 2 weeks ba. Doc says I too stressed out n causing me to hav migraine n giddyness. No appetite to eat oso loh. This week is slightly better. But still stressed out with my piling work :( More n more shit to do at work. Times are bad lah :(

Realli too busy lately. Be it at work or personal life. No time to update blog :( my sincere apologies to all those who care to drop by and read abt my boring life.

Work is nv ending (as usual). Got to know many new frens :) Met up wif my dearies to celebrate our beloved Kor's bday :D So much happenings. I'm too lazy to list all out. I even super lazy to upload my long overdued SDC photos.... Anyway I've upload them in my facebook :) Check them out there if u r interested.

I walked in e rain this morning. It feels good. E sickening thing is, I teared AGAIN. I thut I wld nv tear again. But, sigh, watever. Cos of e stupid video clip I watch yest morning. Mum wanna video tape Kor's bday. Then I dun hav blank tape so recycle old ones. I watched e video of us gng BKK on my bday this year. OUCH! It hurts. Among the tapes got my wedding ones too. OUCH! Dbl hurt.

Repeat the track 《为你写诗》 on my mp3 player whole morning on my way to work. Then thut abt a lot stuff. Call me a coward, I couldn't take e step forward so I withdraw back into my turtle shell. I din wan to give myself pressure, also not to give anyone pressure. I will get paraniod when I sms e guy n recevie no reply. Cos of wat happened in e past, I got the paraniod syndrome. This is bad. I tink this will cause any guy to feel pressurized n uneasy. Got to curb this otherwise I cnt open up myself.

我决定, 收回被动摇的心。

Weil es gibt eine Möglichkeit, die ich verliebe Sie.

Wrote the following while listening to 《为你写诗》 by Kenji Wu. Dunno why this song kept playing in my head for e past few days. hmm...

《我怕》 - 夏天

你会说话的眼睛 牵动了我的心
你微笑的脸 让我红了脸
羞涩的我 无法直视你

你身上的香水味 是那么地让我陶醉
你拥我入怀 让我满足了被怜惜的渴望
暖暖的身躯 温暖了我疲惫的心

我知道我们都需要时间 都害怕再去爱
那份对彼此的感觉 只能换做对彼此的关怀

我怕 去爱你 我怕 受伤害
我怕 这份情 会给你带来压力
我踏不出那第一步

我深呼吸 不想你
我闭上眼 却看到你

我看见了
你会说话的眼睛 你微笑的脸
我被你牵动的心

Haven been blogging diligently ;p Was too tired e whole of last week cos was chatting wif this cute guy I noe recently till ard 2am every nite!! Gosh... my panda eyes is realli terrible now... He made me feel like a teenager again and his smile made me blush.... *shy...

Went clubbing on BOTH Fri n Sat. Party like no tml like tat. Gosh... like back to my uni days sia.... made lots of new frens too :D I totalli enjoyed myself to e max over e weekend. Well, do I still miss him? Once in awhile he still pops into my head. I even dreamt of him. sigh... But i'm realli fine now :) Enjoy every moment of life. Cos life is short...

Jess & I

Me, Audrey & Wendy. This pic din do e pretty gers justice!! They r much prettier in real person loh!! I tink Wendy sparkles in e nite! Woo... If I'm a guy, I'll go after her too... kekeke...

Steven & Me :) Nice guy. Though I onli noe him on Sat nite. I feel safe getting on his car to send me home :)

Din take pics with ALL my new frens... I cn get pretty shy too de... kekeke....

I went to watch Saw V on Fri. Nearly fell aslp... e gross n scary part not as much as I thut. Onli very small portion of e film... Disappointed....

Sun went to watch The Coffin. Also disappointed. Not as scary as I thut. Sigh....