Yest went to do LASIK. Finalli... took e step to make it happen. It feels GOOOD!!! Waking up in the morning n seeing e world clearly... WOW!!! Amazing....

I was super worried e nite b4 my op. Cos I onli went for e assessment on Tue the next day is e op le!!! I was so scared I cldn't slp.... I wanted someone to assure me it's gonna be ok. HE used to be my pillar of strength... I noe it's stupid... I went to call him to seek comfort. I noe tat's very very very stupid n show how much a weakling I am. ARGH! Hearing his voice made my mood worst. He seems so distant n no diff frm a stranger. And I still so itchy eyes go see his facebook profile. Sigh... e bitch Jessica Leong, openly sending him wedding band n kisses on facebook. He oso changed his profile to 'In a relationship'. boo...

I was glad I called K. He made me feel so much better. At least I cld stop crying after talking to him. He gave me a asssurance I needed n his comforting words eased my pain. A pity, he & I cldn't be together. Not now n not in e future. Having him as a fren now is better than anything else. I truly value our friendship. I love him, as a fren.