Today rained. Made me tink of him again. *slap myself* I used to complain tat e umbrella makes my bag very heavy.... So he use to carry umbrella ard, cos he said juz in case it rains, he cn shelter me. tat was such a long time ago.... sigh....

Then I shld realli slap myself real hard. Cos I went facebook to check his profile :( sigh... saw the photos her God sister uploaded for her wedding. Saw tat he was wearing a ring on his 4th finger. But tat was not our wedding ring. Sigh. Upset again :(

Then he sent a gift to a secret someone. Why so secretive? Cos he noes I will go spy on him so he did tat ba.

Why am I still so stupid to go and see such stuffs to make myself even worse?? Felt like crying again. But this wun help anything. Feeling like calling him to scold him upside down. But wat help will it do? Sigh.

Feel like slapping tat b*tch. But I onli knows her name is Jessica Le0ng in FB. ARGH!

This entry realli made me look so stupid. But I tink e stupidess thing is I fell in love with tat jerk & brought myself wif all these misery. To make myself even more stupid, I wish one day he'll come back n say sorry, let's start again. I'm a God damn FU*KING STUPID MAGGOT BRAIN!!

I hate my current self :(