Since when my tagboard become a debate center? anyway, I dun tink I hav failed tat badly as a wife lah. Of cos I noe it takes 2 hands to clap lah, but when onli one side is putting in effort n e other is not, not matter wat u do oso no use de mah.
I cant say I'm a very gd wife but I tried to be one. There are a lot of things I did for him which I tink not many women will do for their husband ba. I tried all means n ways to seek his attention, juz to hav more time wif him loh. But sadly, his attention span was short.
I cnt say I'm realli pretty, but at least I dun tink I'm ugly lah. It's in me to doll myself up for e man I love. But whether he appreciates it anot is another thing. I even took up exotic dance n did lap dance for him to spice up e bedroom experience. I read in mag tat women who went for brazilian waxing, their hunsband/bf realli love it so I went too. He wanted the PS3 so much, I pre-order it online. I cldn't help him in his work n studies so I show him support by gng over to hug n kiss him. I cook dnr for him. Bought him a mp3 player so he cn listen to on his way to work n when he goes jogging. Bought him e brain booster cos he tinks his memory is not gd. The list juz goes on.....
I noe sometimes I juz lose my temper but I juz an attention. When e soft approach dun work I tried e hard way. Both ways din work. So how? I dun deny tat I hav my faults too. But he dun resolve it wif me and happily go out n find someone else. Then tat's not e way mah.
Watever it is. It's all in e past lah. I've moved on n enjoying being single again. Juz e intial stage is a bit hard to accpet n handle. If I cn feel nothing n juz move on, than I'm not human with a pumping heart.
Indes - I pity ur wife actualli. The way u put it, it makes her like a bimbo. A flower vase for u to brg ard n show ppl. Sigh. Sadz.
Milky - If he wan to cont hate me, then let him be ba. I've moved on.
SF - No longer moody. I cn realli laugh from my heart now :) I'm a strong ger rem?
Ivan, Qi, Shannon, Xiong - Thx for being there for me :) wat ppl wan to say let them be ba. We cnt stop them from saying wat they wan. As long as we r clear of wat we r doing then will be fine le. The God up there is watching n He knows everything :)
Alice - It's ok to flood my tag :) U'll be fine de. U hav to stop tinking abt e gd old days. E future is in ur hands to create. Create more happy memories wif ur family n frens. Not necessary hav to be e other half :) Jia you! U cn do it ger!
Go slp liao. Today sick. Better go rest early..... Nitez....
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