I cried again today. I went for my yearly eye checkup alone this morning. I have to be an independent girl, I went alone. I can't help but tink of him again. He used to accom me to every checkups. Sigh.... Doc gave me MC to stay at home. Cos my vision gets blur after the checkup. Tat's why I need someone to go wif me.....

Lay on my bed n cry after I got home. Feel the heartache... feel like dying... Lucky Mr Unemployed is free today. Went Bugis to meet him after I regain my vision. I oso din wan to stay at home n cry some more. My eyes already very pain le :( He brought me to eat my fav Mint ice cream at Swensen's. Then he accom me to get my dustbin which I failed to find on Mon. Bought a lot of other stuff too. At least my mind din tink of him for a while. Then I passed by this shop at Bugis, I start to get upset again :( Onli a few weeks back, he brought me there & bought me a very pretty dress. Argh... the heartache is back again :(

What can I say? Like wat Ivan said, wat I owe him is onli 4 yrs. Tat's why we hav to part....

Asked HIM can we still be frens. He said yes. So I tried my luck to ask him go Chinese Garden with me during Mid-Autumn. Those who are close to me u will know why Mid-Autumn means so much to me.... He rejected....

Any kind soul wld like to be wif me on Mid-Autumn?? Pls dun let me be alone on this day.....